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My "Convocation 2010"

2010-10-09T03:21:00.004+08:00

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My "Recent Life"

2010-09-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

Again, I should said... "It's been AGES that I haven't update my blog" maybe this was due to I've moved to my new place that my life changed dramatically.. As before, I was a "Internet Surfing Addicted" suddenly changed to a life without Internet Service.. It had been dragging about 2 months. The only internet provider is from my office. I will go to office as earlier as possible so that I can online over there and sometimes I did spent about an hour to online after knock off..

I seriously can't live my life without Internet because I'm staying in da area that most of my close friends were not staying at. So, the only way to keep me contact and communicate with others is "Internet" --> Facebook especially. Lolx...

Currently I have applied for a Maxis broadband which I do not support at da beginning because of the limited access and I would rather go for Streamyx which I could pay less(if sharing) and the best things are Unlimited Accesss. But unfortunately, my condo left no more port for me to apply phone line.It's still okay at least I can live the way I used to live (just can't download). After been explaining so many "excuses" why I never update my blog, so now I'm to write something about my life recently as I'm started to turn my life from Study --> Working Environment.

First of all, I'm still satisfied with my current job and the environment as most of my colleagues are quite helpful (It's good for me because I'm a Fresh graduate which has little knowledge on been into a working world). Although sometimes I do feel upset for certain issues in this firm, but I will not make this to become my reason to stay upset over here.

Besides of this Full-time job, I am currently working as a Part-time ambassador during weekend. These meant I'll never have any break From Monday-->Sunday!!! I have to work really hard to build my very basic finance. Maybe it's truth for someone who gave me advise not to work so hard as I'm still young. I guess this is because my "AIM" was too high.. Moreover I never think that in this age is consider as "Young" if wanted to build a successful career in future. I was late.. I am one-step behind than what I was expected.. This is why I need to work hard for what I've forgone (Opportunity Cost)...

In this few weeks, I've spent most of my free time to read books.. Books that can guide me or even plant some useful information into my mind. I hope it's not too late for me to notice that --> "The more you read, the more knowledgeable you are"... This is truth!!! I've read few books now and currently I'm able to pluck the information that I think it's important for me.

And I've found a good motivational but a little bit silly's quotation for myself.. It goes in this way --> I'm Willing to do what the average person is not willing to do, that's why I'm continuing to look for work after I have found a job... Hahahaz..

Hopefully I will continue to update my blog as frequent as posibble...

The way to success's nD

My "Heart Broken"

2010-06-23T04:05:00.003+08:00

There is a big gap between the previous post with this post.. Suddenly my heart very pain.. Very suffer... I don't know why suddenly have such feelings.. I couldn't tell out to anyone.. It's really pain and really sour.. I wonder why!!! Why I'll have such feeling?? Izzit maybe I've lost my my memorable pictures and important personal files contained in my external hardisk which were certified "died" on 22nd June 2010..

When the time my lappy couldn't detect the hardisk, at first I was thought it's maybe my lappy having some problems with it.. So, continuing I formatted once and Recovery twice in spending my whole day... I was so tired and at the same time scare of losing all my datas inside.. But after a whole day trying, I still failed to detect.. So, i decided to send it to Lowyat, from where I bought it FEW MONTHS ago.. The moment they trying to detect it from different computers (my heart was beating darn fast as I hope for Miracles)... After tried to 3 computers, it still couldn't detected!!!

Haiz.. They told me, it was crashed and they couldn't do anything to recovery all my datas.. They will just send to Warranty Company and they will just exchange a new one.. My mood totally down.. My tears almost flooded on my eyes.. It's really a sad case to know that all my datas couldn't be recovered..

After a couple minutes, one technician came out and told me that I can find a specialist to help me do recovery and he reminds me that, it is very expensive.. Then I went to the shop that he mentioned to me.. I was quoting price over there.. Guess what? How much? The unexpected COST!!!!! He told me, should be around "RM1,000"!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! One Thousand!!!! Satu Ribu!!!!! Where I find so much money to pay for it???? Where? Where????? The only way for me is just to "GIVE UP" and sent it to Warranty Company and get a new ones... It's really such a bad luck for me.. I lost my secondary's school pictures, Genting Highland's working pictures, and the pictures together with "her"... I lost everything!!! All those poems~~All those videos~~~ All those documents... Gone Gone Gone!!!!! Haiz...

Maybe this is why making my heart feeling not well, and added my two classmates keep on reminds me of something which I wanted to forget... Sometimes, I really dono what should I do!!! I've seem to be lost of my directions.. I just couldn't stick to my original perceptions.. This is what I must change~~

Un-spoke-able feelings... Heart broken..
nD

My "Wounded Heart"

2010-04-14T06:08:00.004+08:00

6am in the morning, Again I'm having a bad insomnia.. I have nothing better to do except viewing somebody's pictures in facebook. This is the moment once again my wound in my heart starting to feel pain. I don't really know why I will still having such stupid feeling, but it's really da same pain as before. I'm failed.. Totally failed to put down my past.. my history... Will this wound and pain remain for me in my life? I scare... I really scare... I seem strong in my appearance.. Active all da times and seem like enjoying with friends. But it's maybe another face of mine... Someone will think that I'm Happy Go Lucky person. ASking myself, Am I? I don't even know how to answer this.. Most of the times I been alone in my hostel, that's da moment all da stupidest thinking and memories keep flashing on my mind.. I just couldn't get rid off this.. Voicing out da feeling is better to keep it in my heart... :) ANDY!!! You can do it!!!! SMILE~~~~~ CHEeeeeSSseee~~~ Lolx... (Crazy will always be my appearance... But internally..No one will ever know....)

Wounded nD

My "Insomnia"

2010-04-13T03:36:00.003+08:00

I'm in da half-asleep mode... All I ever wanted now is to have a nice sleep... But why? Where did my Mr.Rain God gone? Supposedly now should be raining instead of having a SERIOUS HOT WEATHER like now!!!! I was lying on my bed about 2a.m and now the clock strike 3.39am.. I was wasting my time lying on my bed without falling into sleep... My mind totally nonfunctional due to lack of sleep and also the f*rking hot weather.. OMG~~ Tomorrow will be my first day of exam, luckily it is Moral and Etika which I do not worry about and I guess this beginning of exams will becoming my historical starting of exams if compared to 4 previous consecutive years in my college life. Though I do not worry and put any effort on this paper, but I do hope to get the first GRADE "A" in this paper for my general degree. After this paper past, there are 2 killing papers waiting for me to attempt.. I admit that I do not prepare well for this time exam, but once again I really hope to pass the papers and don't bring any outstanding forward.. After writing a short blog, my sleepy has been increased to da max level.. I guess this is the time for me to stop here and continue my "Sleeping Time"... God Bless me for tomorrow's exam...

Insomnia nD

My "Craziest Gambling"

2010-02-25T17:08:00.004+08:00

Every Chinese people ARE the SAME!!!! At first I still thought that I'm different with those other Chinese people which they like to gamble during Chinese New Year.. I was quit for this "dangerous game" for quite a number of years even a decade.. I still remembered the moment I started my very first betting.. It was just a few cents and I started to win for few Ringgits.. Few Ringgits in da past were so valuable and I felt so excited when just sitting there can earn a lot of money.. Lolx.. After a following conservative days keep on playing and finally lost back everything.. The feeling was seriously down though I didn't lose my own money, this is why I slowly hate betting..

Apart from that, the moment when someone is losing money among friends will sometime cause to lose a friend.. I believed this because I saw quite number of people when they were losing, they started to have a symptoms of "hot tempered" and "uncontrollable act".. As da saying goes "MONEY is DEVIL".. This is another reason why I slowly hate betting..

The final reason that I slowly hate betting is because of I heard someone told me before.. Betting is the "MOST DANGEROUS ACT"~~~~
He asked me, can you spend RM10,000 on "Drinking" for 1 night?--NO--
RM10,000 on "Prostitution" for 1 night?--NO--
RM10,000 on "Drugs" for 1 night?--NO--
RM100,000 on "GAMBLE" for 1 MINUTE? --YES--
This is how dangerous gamble can be..

Here we go, to da yesterday another "HIS(my)TORY" in my life.. I will never forget this even I'm having "Alzheimer Disease"... Hahahaz.. I seriously don't like to bet actually.. But no one is believing me... Maybe because of my attitudes... Lolx.. Only my close friends knew that(hometown).. Without any consciousness, I was da one who started da bet for yesterday.. Still okay playing with my classmates, few cents.. The "climax" came when we changed another style of betting.. They named this game--"In BETWEEN"..

How to play : Every players have to put up a minimum bet in the middle and each player is given a base card which is opened.. Another card will be given and this is the moment where player can call to "hit" or "pass".. This game "umpama" Soccer's free kick.. For example; the base card is "3" and another card is "J".. So, "in between" of this.. there are "4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10".. You can choose to hit the "money" in da middle.. So, another card will be given.. If this card is in between "3" and "J", then you can take da money.. BUT when you hit "3" or "J"--"hit Tiang", then you gonna pay for "double" the amount you hit. When the card is "miss hit" for example "1,2,Q or K", just need to pay the call amount.

At first we were playing 10cents per round, slowly the "money in the middle" has been raised to RM2+ and I had a "golden" chance with "2" and "Q", the possibility to "goal" is high.. So, I hit all da "money".. Bad luck starting with this bet.. I "hit TIANG".. The another card is "2".. OMFG!!! I paid for RM5.40.. Slowly, another classmate(Mooi Yan) "hit Tiang" again.. She paid another RM10.. The climax was starting and it was non-stop.. The middle money has been raised till RM50+.. I got another golden chance "Q" and "2".. The pantang "2" came out again.. I have to pay RM100(RM50 x 2).. My mind starting "blank".. Another round of my turn.. The Super Duper "ULTIMATE chance" for me.. I got "A" and "K".. 92% of winning.. I hit another RM50.. THE "F" card came out.. "A"!!!!!!! I got "A"!!!! Another RM100 has to pay.. OMG!!!.. Total up I was losing almost up to RM300.. But luckily I was playing with my friends and they also want me to get back da money actually.. Slowly I bet for RM100 and RM50.. Then I have lower down my "loses".... But at the end, I'm still losing.. This was the first time I ever bet for so "HIGH"..

The BEST EXPERIENCE ever!!!!! Hahahaha

Gambling nD

My "Holiday-CNY"

2010-02-13T06:32:00.003+08:00

Enjoy~~ Enjoy~~~ Enjoy~~~ The only word that I can use to describe for this few days.. It were really a big differences between staying in outstation compare with SWEETEST HOMETOWN(Taiping).... Hehehez.. Again, I do not worry what to eat--The biggest different.. Wahahahaha..

Apart from that, all my buddies had reached.. Can only gather once a year.. A lot of topics(non-stop) to be blew.. Feel so relax... I'm so excited for getting Ang Pows in everyones' open house.. Untung Besar~~~ Wahahaha...

6.40a.m (30th-- A day before CNY)... Wishing you guys have a nice nice CNY...

May everyone has da best of luck for da whole year..

The Year of Tiger!!!

My "Darn Bad Mood"

2010-02-03T17:23:00.004+08:00

Normally people will wrote a blog to express out their happy/upset moment which happened to their daily life. Today I'm gonna write this because I'm feeling so depress on everything that happened to me.. It is seriously hard to keep this kind of feeling and I still have to make a "smiling" face and this has to be stacked on my face..

I couldn't find someone which I can be trusted to listen on what I feel right now.. The feeling makes me feel so bad and I felt that I'm been left out from the "society". Even there is a nice weather today, but without a good mood, there is no differences with "hot weather" as my mind keep on running this bloody sh*t momentS!!!!

My "Busy and Tired Period"

2010-01-10T23:37:00.003+08:00

Another "same" day.. Though today is weekend, and suppose to be very free, but the "Same" as I mentioned just now is to emphasize that my days are the "same" in this two weeks which I was farking busy with my "assignments", "exam", "mid-term test", and attending those classes... The longest hours I ever slept per day was "6 HOURS"!!!! I'm farking stress with this kind of life and this make me feel sux..

I'm not able to make a time-table for myself as I do not know how to create a time-table with everything so packed...I don't even have a direction which 1 should I prioritized and which I MUST forgoes.. Everything seem to be important to me and I scare I will making some decision that will make me regret somedays...

I passed my weekend by discussing the FDM assignment with my group members, it was quite a interesting discussion as most of us will never have such a chance to stick together and discuss assignments.. This will be the last semester and soon we will just left separated.. We felt stress in preparing our assignments but at the same time we enjoyed our progress, we can went out to have a drink outside when we feel over stress and take lunch, dinner, and supper together.. Watched movies together, played around with groupmates..

My eyes gonna close right now, but I still have to force myself not to sleep so early because I still have my own part not finish and I do need to prepare something to ask my ex-lecturer tomorrow morning.. Hopefully this kind of busy period can be ended soon, so that I can played even crazier!!! Gotta continue my part... Till here...

Bust and Tired nD

My "Advance Taxation Tutorial 2 Answer"

2010-01-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

1) A

2) B

My "Newspaper"

2010-01-05T20:42:00.004+08:00

My face on newspaper... New Year celebration~~~ LOLXXX...

My "TARC"

2010-01-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Created another quotes for my college...
"Tests" kill me,
"Assignments" kill me,
"Resits" kill me, and
"C-" kill me!!!

Overall should be
"TARC" kills me!!!!

My "New Year Resolutions"

2009-12-30T18:56:00.003+08:00

"1 Day 3 Hours 42 Minutes and 23 Seconds" left... Start counting down from now!! Hahahaz.. Without any reason, I feel like I'm enjoying to count down for it.. Having an extremely excited feeling for the New Year Eve celebration tomorrow.. Should be the different gang to be celebrated with, as most of my classmates are not been able to join us.. Though I do feel a little bit disappointed because the one that I expected/wished to join me "rejected"... Lolx.. This will never affect my "Exicting Mood"... Hehehez...

2009!!! 2009!!! 2009!!!
It left only "1 Day 3 Hours 40 Minutes and 31 Seconds".. What I've done in this whole year "2009"?? Overall, nothing to be regretted... As there were always an old folks saying, "Never regret on what you've done, only regret for what you never did". Luckily I've done everything that I feel wanna do.. In this year, I had really learned quite a lot of things with single life. So, everything has changed and finally I've found out that I'm still enjoy my life even there is nobody accompany to walk through this whole year.

I guess this sentence "ENJOY MY LIFE" has setting up my confidence in everything and I started to "TASTE/TRY" as many thing as possible in my life so that I passed my life with full of memories and experiences... But, there was an advice from one of my best buddies, he said.. "You can only try everything that will NOT HARMING you or anyone else".. From his words, I had stop quite a number of things that I do think it will harming to myself in future.. Without his advice, I guess I'll not be the "nD" right now... Hehehez...

Exam
2009 can be known as "The Year of Examinations" for me~~~ Seriously there were only a short(or even can consider as NO) break for those semesters.. Even my college gave us a so-called "2 months BREAK", but the main purpose for the break is to let us self-preparing for the ACCA external paper. So, we still have to study during the "Break".. Totally feel depressed by all da exams that I faced.. The stress that I faced were "THE ULTIMATE STRESS" that I never tried before until the most unbelievable level which my both eyes flooded with my tears during the P2 Internal Examinations.. At that time, I knew that I can't keep on forcing myself to be in this way and I can't do that on my coming paper as I really scare I will crazy in one day if my life continues to be like that.
EXAM = PHOBIA = WAR = DANGEROUS

Friends
Social life increased!!! Wahahaha... With the title of "Chui Sui King"-(Talk C*ck) among my college friends and also buddies. Friends becoming more important for me and I;ve learned how to appreciate them and I need to take this opportunity to apologize for anything that I hurt you guys or even by my wordings. "I'm sorry"~~ Hopefully you guys can forgive me for everything I had done wrong.. Hehez...

Family
Almost 4 years I "leaved" from my family.... Not totally leave la.. Hahaz.. Went to study in outstation, and I had a limited timing to stay longer with my parents.. Seriously miss them alot... That's why everytime I had a chance to go back hometown, I will spent more time with them though I did go out till early morning only reached home.. Wahahaha.. Errm, I felt that in this year, the relation in my family has becoming more and more close and we finally have our "Family Trip" in Malacca to celebrate our very nice memories "Christmas Eve and Day".. Three words that I would like to pass to my parents which I dare not to speak it out through my mouth......................................................................................................."I Love You" Mum and Dad!!!................................

Last but not least, I wished that the coming year "2010" will be better than current year "2009".. As everyone are greed, I'm not excluded from it.. Wahahaha..

"1 Day 3 Hours 02 Minutes and 16 Seconds" left!!!!!

Wish List
-Guitar (The wish that followed me for almost decade)
-Sonic Gear Amargeddon 5 (3 years to get this) Hahahaz
-FCUK For Him Eau de Toilette Spray (Thanks to my brother)
-Seagate External Hardisk (Christmas Gifts)
-Canon EOS 50D (X)
-Casio Watch EQWM1000DB-1 (X)
-Hush Puppies Sportster - Black Antelope (X)

Brought Forward Wish List (2010-Starting of my working world) Work Hard in order to Success!!!
-Canon EOS 50D
-Casio Watch EQWM1000DB-1
-Hush Puppies Sportster
-Giorgio Armani Wallet
-Ernst and Young Firm
-ACCA
-Villa
-BMW 5 Series
-Redang Trip
-Langkawi Trip
-Bali Trip
-Phuket Trip
-Egypt Trip

My "21st"

2009-12-10T16:28:00.002+08:00

Re-celebration of "21st Birthday" at Kenny Rogerz...

My "Bird's Day and ACCA"

2009-12-10T00:29:00.004+08:00

Finally Finally Finally, finish replied those wishes sent to me.. First of all, I need to apologize for those who contacted me yesterday evening, midnight and today morning.. I was switching my handset to off-mode.. (Due to some reason).. Wahaha... Besides, I'm gonna say "millions of Thank" to you guys who wished me.. This year is the year that I received the most wishes for my "Bird's Day".. Really Thanks..

But unfortunately, my Bird's Day was also held at the same day for my "first attempt" to ACCA papers.. I was like celebrating my day with the paper... And the most surprisingly me was that, I saw many "Uncles" and "Aunties" sit for the exam together with me.. It was really darn scary.. And they make me even stress.... Hahaha

Seriously hope to pass for the paper today, and 5 more days to go for my second paper... Officially in the Final Stage of my ACCA overall examination.. All da best to everyone who sitting those papers currently... Fight for it!!!!

My "ACCA"

2009-12-08T04:23:00.002+08:00

"ONE DAY" left for my very first attempted of ACCA Examination...Nervous.. Stress... Hopefully I can do well in this sitting..

My "Another Best Love Song"

2009-12-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

Finally I found this song... Really touching all the time I listen it...

"When The Last Teardrop Falls"

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

[Chorus:]
When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

[Chorus]

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby

[Chorus]

My "3D Scene"

2009-12-04T19:11:00.003+08:00

My "First Attempt of ACCA Examination"

2009-12-03T08:36:00.005+08:00

To those who are sitting ACCA examination on December 09, wish you guys all da best..

(A little bit curious as it is the first sitting for me.. Hahaha)

My "Hibernation Failed"

2009-11-29T09:16:00.005+08:00

Hibernating FAILED!!!! 8 DAYS to go!!!! What I've done so far? Keep on hanging out with friends.... Wasting my time here and there... Now I can only focus on 9th Dec's paper... How about my 15th Dec's paper? I'm not afford to waste this papers' costing... My planning was failed!!! What can I do? I don't want to give myself to have a chance to feel any regret... Please GOD!!!! Give me a better direction for me to walk through this stressing moment... My mind is gonna empty to plan for my papers... 8 DAYS!!!!!

Starting to feel the max stress here!!! No more outing!!! Unaffordable!!!!!! FACE it with full power!!!

START THE ENGINE DAY and NIGHT!!!!!

My "CS-Gathering"

2009-11-27T13:18:00.008+08:00

What is the purpose for me to plan a schedule but never ever follow it? If according to the schedule that I had planned, by yesterday I should have finish revised for my first paper and started the second paper's revision. But unfortunately, the progress of my first paper is just 1/3 way... And this time I really have to depend on my god. (Last Minute Hugging Buddha's Legs) The only way for me..

But anyway, again I enjoyed my night with those Kampar Community Sociology's ex-members who came to KL for few days trip. (Get cheated, where they told me that they were going to Macau for a week,SH*t). I was joining them for the whole night. We were playing poker cards and unfortunately I was losing my money.. Hahahaz...

By the way, still an enjoyable night with them as we were never have such gathering for around 1 year plus.. Not much changing as they are still so crazy especially the vice-chair.. The most make me feel proud was that there are still someone who know this name "Andy"... Hahahaz.. I was getting praised by a new make friend where she was heard my name before she met me.. Wahseh... Really feel proud of it..Though I left Kampar for almost 2 years, but my name is still there.. Hehehehez.... Thankz...

Here I go to recommend for those who plan to stay a couple nights in K.L with around 6-10 people.
It is an high class apartment which are designed as a hotel-style. The environment and the size of this apartment can seriously stay around 10 people. Besides, there are provided with those kitchen equipment and living room for you guys to enjoy the staying like a home.

Here are some pictures,

Enjoyed but gonna suffer soon nD

"My Hibernate Period Processing"

2009-11-22T01:22:00.004+08:00

Declaration of hibernating due to "ACCA WAR".. This is not just a simple war which you can win by experienced neither intelligence.. Instead, it is depends on how well you've prepared and the best strategic planning is required. So, in order for me to win this war
"I HAVE TO HIBERNATE MYSELF!!!"

15 days to go!!!

Hibernate nD

My "Kuala Lumpur Winter Storm"

2009-11-19T05:04:00.006+08:00

Hi my beloved readers, Please Take Attention!!! I just received a forwarded E-mail from my friend. Not really sure whether this is a hoax or what, but as a precaution, may be good to have some warm clothing on hand and be home early on 20th Nov 2009

There will be a freak Winter Storm will hit Kuala Lumpur area at 1900(7:00p.m) on Friday, 20th of November 2009

Dear Readers,

I don’t intend to cause alarm but I think I need to share this with everyone.

Rumors are surfacing about a freak winter storm that is expected to hit the Kuala Lumpur city centre on Friday, 20 November 2009 at around 7pm.

Being near the equator, KL has never experienced such a cold weather phenomenon and residents used to the hot and humid weather are warned to take serious precautions.

Reliable sources think that there are reasons to believe these rumors following some unusual weather-related events that many parts of the world have experienced in recent history.

Those who have never experienced extreme cold weather are advised to stick close to one another for support. I suggest reading this article on how to survive being stranded in snow and other similar ones you can find easily on the internet.

Remember, mark 20 November 2009 in your diaries. In such an occurrence, there is safety in numbers so stay close to one another, especially after office hours!

Stay tuned.

Sharing nD

My "B*stard Housemate n My Enjoyable Night"

2009-11-16T04:14:00.006+08:00

It's been long time I never updating my blog with those "emo" topic.. Tonight I'm gonna SCREAM my lungs OUT!!! S*hai B*stard R*tarded!!!!! It just happened on me few minutes ago.. I was planning to wait for my "F*rking Housemate" to come back in order to pay him my monthly rental..

As usual, he was coming back at around 4am. I knocking his door and hand him my rental. (He opened his door with the f*rking stupid darn retarded face he shown to me) He said, "Tomorrow on give it to me, I want to sleep already" (What THE HELL answer is that? Is it very hard or difficult to you to just take the money and continue sleep? Or you scare your f*rking retarded brain can't function and scare you will forgotten that you has been received my money?)

Seriously "FaKtUP"!!!!!

After SCREAM it out, here my happy days that I has passed this few days in Sri Petaling and made a new friend. Here are some pictures of the Saturday Night that we passed in Jaya One Palm Square.. First tried of a Belgium Beer, HoeGaarden. Will make you broke if you like the taste.. Hahahaz...

My "Oldish DAY TWO"

2009-11-06T23:54:00.006+08:00

My "Oldish DAY ONE"

2009-11-06T03:28:00.008+08:00

It is 3:28a.m right now, I had just finished scanning my oldish pictures which I found in my boxes. "Five Pictures Will Be Updated A DAY".. This is the theme... Lolx.. Today's Five Photos :

My "Kampar Waterfall"

2009-11-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Another case in Kampar.. Within this 2 weeks, there were already 2 big cases which involved students disappearing.. Just now, around 5pm, another reported news that 3 UTAR students has drowned (one of my classmate has just invited me there, Kampar Waterfal)l... Here the news from The Stars Newspaper.

3 Utar students feared drowned at Kampar waterfalls
By CHAN LI LEEN and IVAN LOH

IPOH: Three Tunku Abdul Rahman University (Utar) students are missing and feared to have drowned after they were swept away at the waterfalls at Batu Berangkai picnic area in Kampar about 5.30pm Sunday.

The missing are James Khor Wan Kai, 20, from Penang, Yew Ghin Chnieh, 20, from Penang and Yew Shy Gin, 19, from Kedah, said Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon State Health, Local Government, Consumer, Environment, Transport and Non-Islamic Affairs Committee head.

Dr Mah said he had spoken to a fourth student who told him that the three boys and a girl had gone to the waterfalls at about 5pm. The three missing went into the water first.

The fourth student, a male, was about to enter the water when a strong gush of water tumbled him in. As he struggled to scramble out, he suffered cuts and bruises.

Fortunately, a Kampar resident rushed over, pulled him out and took him to the Kampar police station to lodge a report.

According to Dr Mah, the 22-year-old second year Accountancy student from Kuala Lumpur declined to be named and did not wish to speak to reporters.

Police alerted the search and rescue team at 5.45pm.

At 10pm, search and rescue efforts were still going on with the help of some local residents.

My "Essay-Nasibku Yang Malang"

2009-10-28T21:48:00.011+08:00

It seem like eons since I last wrote an essay with "Bahasa Melayu", and just now I went to my sister's house to download some latest chinese TVB dramas. I was asked by my nephew to write an essay for him with the title "Nasib Malangku".. OMFG~~~ Seriously blank and can't even start an introduction.. LOLZZZ... He asked me to write around 300 words. Here the essay goes (Do spend time to read till the ending, please do not skip and part of it coz it were related till the ending part).

28 Hari Bulan 10 Tahun 2009, dengan seperti biasa, saya bangun tidur jam tepat pukul 0620. Saya mengambil 5 minit untuk berehat seketika di atas katilku, tanpa sedari, saya tertidur semula. Saya bangun balik dan jam telah pukul 0715. Ya ALLAH ya TUHANKU, kelas saya bermula pukul 0730 dan saya baru bangun, tambahan pula saya tinggal di Kamunting dan jalan amat sesak pada waktu ini.

Saya telah terlepas bas sekolah yang biasanya sampai di depan rumahku pada jam pukul 0700. Saya terpaksa lari dari rumahku menuju ke perhentian bas awam dalam kira-kira 1.3kilometer. Dalam perjalanan saya berlari, anjing liar yang berkeliaran di taman saya mula menyalak dan tanpaku perduli, saya terus berlari kerana saya telah lewat ke sekolah.

Anjing yang berkeliaran di situ mula menhampiriku dan yalakan ai semakin garang. 2 ekor anjing yang garang itu mengejarku dan saya berlari dengan sepantas yang mungkin. Tiba-tiba saya terasa kakiku amat sakit seperti digigit ratusan anai-anai. Saya pandang ke arah bawah untuk melihat apa yang terjadi atas kakiku.

Saya ternampak seluar panjangku terkoyak dan darah yang banyak mula mengalir keluar. Saya melihat kakiku dengan jelas, ternampak luka yang amat dalam pada kesan darah. Mula-mula saya ingat itu adalah gigitan anjing yang garang itu, tapi lihat dengan jelas, itu bukannya kesan gigitan. Saya mula fikir balik, luka ini mungkin disebabkan oleh paku yang terkeluar dipapan titi yang saya menyeberang parit di tamanku.

Saya tidak dapat lari dan saya mula berjalan ke perhentian bas awam. Dengan biasa, bas akan sampai setiap 5 minit, tapi saya telah menunggu selama 20 minit tiada bas lagi. Saya terdengar pak cik yang menunggang motosikal memberitahu kawannya yang sedang menunggu bas bahawa sebuah bas kilang telah babas dan itu menyebabkan kenderaan dibelakang tidak dapat jalan.

Tanpa menunggu, saya meminta tolong daripada pak cik itu agar dapat menhantarku ke sekolah. Dia memberitahu saya bahawa dia tidak mempunyai topi keledar yang banyak. Tapi dia melihat keadaan saya, dia mengambil risiko dan menhantar saya ke sekolah tanpa topi keledar. Ini telah melanggari undang-undang di atas jalan raya. Dalam perjalanan kira-kira 8 minit, saya terdengar bunyi "BomB"! dan motosikal yang kami tunggang mula membelok ke kiri dan kanan dan tidak dapat dikawal. Pak Cik itu memijak brek dan berhenti di tepi jalan.

Alamak!!! Tayar motosikal itu telah pancik. Pak cik itu tidak mahu lepaskan saya kerana dia mahu menuntut pampasan daripada saya. (Already around 400words but my day still in da morning and haven't reach school also.LOLXXX). Duit yang saya bawa untuk membeli buku teks telah beri kepada pak cik itu. Saya mula berjalan kaki ke sekolah dalam kira kira 800 meter jauhnya.

Pada waktu saya sampai ke sekolah, jam telah pukul 0815. Cikgu meminta saya untuk menjelaskan kepada dia atas sebab saya lewat ke sekolah. Walaupun saya telah memberi alasan, tetapi cikgu anggap alasan itu tidak munasabah dan telah merotan saya. Kaki yang darah sudah cukup sakit, tambah lagi rotan ke atas punggungku.

Dengan kaki yang tempang, saya berjalan dengan berhati-hati ketika menurun tangga untuk ke kantin membeli makanan. Saya terseliuh kakiku semasa menurun tangga dan saya telah jatuh dari tangga tingkat satu dan dengan amat mengejutkan saya adalah, saya terdengar bunyi jam loceng bilik katilku dan baru saya sedar bahawa saya telah mimpi. Tetapi, jam loceng saya telah tepat pukul jam 0715, sama dengan mimpiku tadi. Walaubagaimanapun, hidup tetap hidup(Direct translate of "life is life"), tidak perlu perduli nasib baik ataupun malang, kerana ini bukannya sesuatu yang dapat dikawal oleh manusia seperti kita.

Bahasa Melayu nD

My "Shoutout!!!!"

2009-10-14T18:08:00.001+08:00

Get off!!!! I hate this kind of feeling!!! Go go go go far far away from me!!!!

My "Wonderful 2 Days 1 Night)

2009-10-12T01:53:00.004+08:00

2 DAYs 1 Night, Super Duper Wonderful Enjoying my life seriously!!! It was really such a RELAX-ing life after been stressed for so long of my studies.. Here it go,

Day 1
Went to Pavilion with Jason (a.k.a Lampa Chee) to meet with kC and Eelaine.. A word must be used, "FINALLY", I've bought a pair of shoes (I was so struggled which shoes to buy this few days, especially the day in Isetan Membership Day). After that, we went to try our First Time in "Subway".. We can't even understood a single word came out from da worker. We just "Ya! Ya! Ya!". Everything Ya! Ya! and Ya! and the burger of mine having so many different type of tastes especially I asked them to put "All type of vegetables"!! OMG.. At the end, I only ate cucumbers and tomatoes...

Night 1
We went to Kelvin's house.. Another BEER night, my stomach gonna become rounder and rounder. We watched those videos "yang mengelikan hati".. and keep on enjoying da "stupid b*stard Thai Guy who sing those stupid songs with stupid patterns".. Lolx..

Day 2(Interesting Day)
We woke up early in da morning, took our breakfast and "Started our Mission -> Impersonated as the Condo's residents and went for swimming and SAUNA".. Actually da main purpose of us was to play "Sauna" in da condo.. After we swam for a while and we started to use 1 of the "resident card" to show to the "Blur-ing Guard" and asked him to "swicthed on" da sauna toggle for us.. Starting, the temperature shown 29 °C , we felt nothing inside there.. After around 13minutes, my forehead start sweating and it was 38 °C, I was da one who started sweat like there was a shower head spreading water onto my head.. and our record was "79 °C!!!" It was really gonna fainted in da room, inhaled all those "hot air" and keep on sweating like just finished run for 100 rounds of Olympic Size Field.. Hahahahaz..

Night 2(GREATEST Experienced Night)
After a long planning, we decided to go "Setapak" to have our dinner from Sri Petaling. In da car were, Kelvin(Driver), kC, Jason, Ah Fat, Eelaine, and me (6 people). We were on da way to Melati Utama to fetch another friend over there (Chee Phung). SEVEN people in ONE car!! and we used da so-called "SHORT CUT" from Melati Utama to Genting Klang(passed through Danao Kota). Out of sudden, we saw 2 police patrol cars parking near the road side just 100m from us and we thought it was nothing as they won't be seeing us. BUT, see clearly, 200m from us, there was a ROAD BLOCK!!!

OMFG!!!! SEVEN PEOPLE!!! How to pass a road block?? We stopped in front of the 2 patrol cars, we dropped 2 people (watching to the mirror, 1 of da patrol car move towards us) HOLY SH*T!!! AND, exchange driver with me as driver's license was EXPIRED!!!(The patrol car has stopped beside our car and watching us changing driver place... He was like.. HUH??) Wahahaha.. I drove towards the road block (Another 2 passengers WITHOUT Identity Card).. This time really "Gonna be a GOOD Night".. Lolx..

Once we reached to da road block, we saw the two friends who been dropped down "kena tahan", and asking us to move to the side. "Nothing we can do"!!! Hahahahaz.. Once I get down from da car, 1 policemen came near us and....

Policeman A : Tadi kenapa tukar driver? (Fierced)
Kelvin : Tak ada, tadi dia pandu. (So obvious we changing sit in front of him)!!! Hahaha
Andy : Yayaz, aku pandu...
Policeman A : Cakap betul-betul, aku paling pantang orang tipu, tau? (More fierced)
Kelvin and Andy : (Silence)
Policeman B : Semua keluar tunjuk IC. (Shit!! kC and Eelaine tak ada IC)
kC : IC tinggal kat rumah..
Andy : Ya, kita tinggal sana sahaja (cincai pointing) dan kita mau makan kat depan sana, kami "students"
Policeman B : Tak ada IC? Macam mana kita tau you datang dari mana? You dari Beijing arh?? You lagi mana? Tunjuk Student ID..
kC : Student ID pun tak ada, kita makan sahaja, tak bawa. (LOLX)

(All came down from da car and those policemen checking da car and bag)
Andy : Sorry la Tuan, kita nak pergi makan saja, depan sana..
Policeman C : Tadi siapa pandu ? Kenapa mau tukar pemandu ? Tak ada License arh?
Andy : Dia ada License, tapi dia panik dan dia pening, so kita tukar pemandu (LOLX)
(I taking 30 bucks and using my student ID cover it gave to da head -GET REJECTED)
Policeman C : Okay, sekarang kamu balik pergi ambil IC mereka and datang balik. (OMG!! IC at Sri Petaling, pergi balik also need an hour)..
Andy : IC mereka tinggal dekat rumah kawan, Sri Petaling..
Policeman C : Okay, sekarang you hantar mereka pergi depan dulu then datang balik.
Once I came back, they already settled it..

The most amazing was "NO SAMAN and NO RASUAH"!!!! Wonderful Policemen in Malaysia.. LOLX~~~..REspect to them!!!..

We continued our journey with SEVEN people in ONE car to go to have our "Charcoal Fried Mee".. Then when we were on the way going back, I saw like a police patrol's signalling in front of our roads. And I asking few of them to get down 1st (Due to I always chui sui). No one believing me, and they don't wanna get down and keep laughing.. LOLXXXX~~~~ OMG!!! After a while only they getting down.. SHIT!!!.. We saw da "SAME POLICEMEN" again!!!! But this time was "Accident"... Phewwwwww...... Lega.. And we stopped our car there and "Kepochi"... Hehehez...

THE END!!!!
It was really such a wonderful 2days 1 night!!!! Enjoyed damn much~~~

Wonderful Night nD

My "Scary Lonely"

2009-10-07T04:33:00.003+08:00

It's 4:34a.m right now, my brain was nonfunctional and my body was extremely tired as my sick is still da same and sore throat is even worsen. Sometime I really scare to be lonely especially when I am sick. I scare that no one will ever know if I'm fainted down. This kind of scary just same like during I was in Diploma level. I do remembered it was the time I doing my "resit paper" and she was not by my side. I was having a serious sick and by the time I still had to continue revised for deferred paper, I could only rest for few hours a day.

My brain was da same, it can't be functioned and the feeling of faintness keep on exercising in my mind. The dizzyness, such a scary feeling.. I wonder how good if someone is by my side right now and he/she will keep on "updating" my "status" so that (touch wood) if I am fainted, there are still someone around to takecare of me. I do enjoy da life to be singled, but I even scared to be aloned. When no one ever care of my "die/alive"... It is really scary.....

Scary nD

My "1 Week Break and KL's Sux Life"

2009-10-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

It was around 2 weeks I never updated my blog because I went back to my home sweet home(Taiping).. I was quite busy for the whole week in Taiping, I have to fetch my mum and dad to do their passport, and bought all da necessary things for them to use in the coming trip (Shanghai).. But the first few days I was suffered in Taiping because I have to share transport with my sister to go here and there.. and I do need to return da car on time..

Luckily it was only last for 2 days, after that I OWNED da car.. Hahahaz.. Enjoying Movies(Far Cry-TV3 Movie and Where Got Ghost?), Lepak, Lim Teh, Chui Sui, Vandalism(Pondok Lake Garden), and Webzone. This year Mid Autumn celebration in Lake Garden not as "hot" as previous years coz on that day, it was raining(But still got a lot of people playing).. It was quite special as I was attending a wedding dinner.. Drunk with my dad.. Lolx..

After a few days in Taiping, I received a super BAD NEWS!!! that I have a 3 weeks revision classes in October.. Damn It~~~ All da notes and text book I have taken back to Taiping need to carried it once again back to Kuala Lumpur.. Haiz.. and seriously it f*rking waste my time..

Went back to KL, nothing that I can do except Online and watch movies all da days and nights. It was totally different with Taiping Life as I will not have extra time.. Fully utilised.. Luckily my "yi ge"(Foster Brother-Dickson) contacted me last few day and asking me to go out meet with him together with some other ex-Community Sociology's members(Nyan Yee and Yan Han).

We went to "Neway" and actually I have no energy to sing any songs, I was so weak and I can't feel any power from my body.. My sick so "serious"..
By the way, still enjoying da 1 day trip with them...(Ops.. Ponteng da P2 lecture today).. Hehehez..
Nothing much to write, plan to sleep earlier in order for me to recover my stupid sick as soon as possible.. Till then, All da best for every Readers!!! Tataz..

Sickening nD

My "Best Sad Song"

2009-09-22T03:13:00.001+08:00

我多想抱着你哭
紧紧的把你抱住
只要你能够幸福
我愿意付出全部

我多想抱着你哭
紧紧的把你抱住
只要你能够幸福
我愿意为你

你流的眼泪
慢慢的落在我身上
可我也只能
假装坚强

把你所有的伤
都给我自己扛
用我的肩膀
为你挡风浪

我知道现在的你
已经不再爱我
可是我也只能
伤心难过

这样的时刻
你还有什么话对我说
当你决定离开
我好舍不得

我多想抱着你哭
紧紧的把你抱住
只要你能够幸福
我愿意付出全部

我多想抱着你哭
紧紧的把你抱住
只要你能够幸福
我愿意为你默默祝福

My "Human n Paper WAR"

2009-09-18T17:38:00.003+08:00

My WAR started.. Today is the first day for my war.. According to the so-called "UK COMBINED CODE", it was bring in to a title of "Human n Paper WAR".. It held once in every three months time and normally the "Army Forces" gonna suffer for around 2 weeks for this war.. There are several things that the "Soldiers" should maintain within this war period;

1) Each day can only sleep maximum 5 hours
2) 100% concentration should pay on the preparation
3) 0% for gaming time
4) For hi-tech soldiers, they are not allow to login to "Facebook"
5) REPEATING THOSE 4 ITEMS ABOVE EVERYDAY!

LOLXXXXX~~~ Enough Enough~~ Come back to my real life.. Hahahaz.. I just finished my first paper today and I'm quite satisfy with my performance. Hopefully it will not let me feel disappointed when the result is release. Though I've 2 more papers to go, but I just felt like I finished my exam period and it's da time to start playing..

So, with this feeling.. Few friends of mine with me went for Jaya Jusco to have our Mc Value Lunch. All of us seem like quite enjoyed, and we continued to go for a short shopping inside.. We end our last destination outing at "PUSAT HIBURAN". Lolx.. AFTER exam d arh? Hahahaz..

Hopefully this feeling will end by tonight, otherwise I'll not paying more concentration on my last 2 papers.. The coming papers which giving me the most low confidence even just to aim a "PASS" rank.

For those friends out there who finished their "Human n Paper WAR", I'm going to congrate to you guys and hope that you will wish me "THE BEST OF LUCK"~~~ WAHAHAHA...

1st paper ended nD

My "Beautiful METEOR"

2009-09-17T00:16:00.007+08:00

Thanks GOD~~~~~~ For giving me another chance to see a "Beautiful Meteor"~~~ I still remember the "First Time" I saw a meteor was during my diploma level in Kampar. That night I was together with my friends "Yum Cha" at "Ghany Corner".. We were "chit-chating" over there, and suddenly we saw a long "Green Light" was falling from the sky.. But it disappeared just in 1-2seconds..

Today, 17th September 2009, 0010, I SAW the second "Meteor" in life... I was sitting near to the balcony and looking outside wondering why the sky still so hazy... But out of sudden, I saw a "Green + little Red flashing light" falling from the sky again.. This time i think should be 2 seconds..

I was damn f*rking happy and thinking, "Why i never make a wish?" Lolx.. Actually I really don't know how to make a wish with this 2 seconds.. For sure, keep on viewing it 1 right? If i close my eyes and make a wish, then a little bit "Rugi" d.. Lolx..

Really wanna thanks to god, for letting me another chance to watch a so beautiful "METEOR" although it was a little bit blur due to the hazy sky.. Hehehez.... Nice 1!!!!!!

Though it past, I still wanna make a wish "PASS ALL MY PAPERS"!!! Hehehez

2nd Meteor in nD's life..

My "Propose Wisher"

2009-09-14T13:00:00.005+08:00

A very creative plan by a Singaporean who wanna propose with his beloved girlfriend on next year. But before that, he hopes he could get 1 Million WISHES throughout the world by 27th January 2010. He wanted to give this surprise to her during his proposal.

This is what we said "You will never know the exact amount for POWER OF LOVE"

So, for those who read this short blog.. Hopefully you will wish him too. I'm the 3025th wisher..

---> http://willyoumarryme2010.blogspot.com/

Wisher nD

My "Ultimate Cold Sweat"!!!!

2009-09-13T19:36:00.005+08:00

OMFG~~~~~~~ The "Ultimate Stress" that can't be found out anywhere except in the "Y** Yuen" Stationery Shop... I just printed those "Student Note" that I previously updated for students to download.. It's seriously out of my thought that it will cost me "So Expensive"!!! At first I planned to print it out in my college, but unfortunately today college's printing area "tutup"..

Then the only shop can let me print out and I felt that it will also be as cheap as I printed in college. "Tak disangkai", the amount of papers that I expected to print out was 5 times over!!! When I asking the worker there, "Err, how much arh per piece" then she told me that, if over 50 pieces it is "ONLY" 20 cents.. In my mind, "Ohh...still okay la"..

Then I asked her to print out all (as i said, never expected to be so many pieces).. She keep on counting once the paper printed out.. (When I noticed)... 89,90,91,92,93..... HUH??? So MANY arh???(Just said it in my heart)...

100 X 20cents = RM20.00 (In my wallet, I found that, I only have RM36+)
She still counting... 145,146,147,148....... 172,173,174,175... Started "Cold Sweat"!! Don't over 180 pieces please.. I only afford 180pieces..
198,199,200,201,202, AND 203!!!!! "Ohh BloodDD d"!!!
MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!
203 X 20cents = RM40.60!!!! (Mana cukup duit???)!!!!
"Died HARD"~~~ I wanna phone to who to get the extra money from?? Or tell them that I will get it later.. The I heard their conversation, (count 0.15cents enough d)...

203 X 0.15 = RM30.45 (Pheeeeeeeeeewwwwww, wiping my "Cold Sweat")...
Seriously "Good Lesson" for me after this case.. Next time must calculate the amount of pieces that I wanted to print out before I go to "THAT SHOP"... Like that also cost me RM30!!!
(3 times Mc Value Lunch la)!!!!
Haiz.. But anyway, as an accountancy student we should consider of the "Cost Vs Benefit" too.. Hahaha

Hopefully the "Benefit" I gain from this notes are much higher than the "Cost" I spent.. Hehehez..

p/s : For those who planned to print it out, please find me, Don't make "Silly Decision" as me.. HAHAHAHAz... You can take it for photocopy~~

Ultimate Cold Sweat Stress, nD

My "Wangsa Maju Rape Case"

2009-09-13T12:15:00.001+08:00

Get it from Guang Ming Daily newspaper..

My "Arsenal"

2009-09-12T16:05:00.002+08:00

Arsenal bought in new star player.. Lolx.. Hahahahahahahaha

My "AFA 2-Student's Own Notes"

2009-09-12T10:45:00.004+08:00

Click to Download it~~ Report to me if the file crash...

BA 1 d568004eaed2bea4.zip

BA 2 f2c53f8036337ade.zip

BA 2 (Part 1) 40d834ba52bce50e.zip

BA 2 (Part 2) 1670b97e37f4a99f.zip

CR 4f4d3c7de9994a8b.zip

PA fc16bdc136704129.zip

My "Schedule Routine Life"

2009-09-10T20:56:00.008+08:00

Hoorey~~ Successfully change my time back to "Normal" lifestyle.. This few days Sleep at 10:00p.m Woke Up at around 6:30a.m.. What a healthy lifestyle.. It's the routine of 6:30a.m wake up take bath, then take my breakfast (2 sachets of Nescafe + Hup Seng biscuits), then played few songs with my beloved guitar, and finally reach to my so-called "2nd house = Library"..
Once the clock striked 12p.m, my stomach automatically having an alert, and the alarm was set inside which will giving me signalling to have some "foods".. Hahahaz.. After my lunch, continue back with my revision.. But unfortunately, once reached 3:00p.m, then another alarm signal me to have a short nap.. Sh*t.. Hahahaz.. Will stayed till around 6p.m there, then going back to my hostel and started MSN with those "Siao Kia n Siao Cha Boh" till 10p.m.. Those people i'm mentioning are "Hung Yew, Miin Tyng, Siew Sin, Pei Yi, Fion, Lai Xin, Mooi Yan" and some other "Idle-ing".. (This phrases was required by them as they wanted me to mention their name over here).. Lolx..

These routine has been continued for 3 conservative days. Hopefully it will continue till 26th of this month. With this kind of lifestyle, even i can't pass my subjects I will not feel any guilty to myself as i already tried my best. Still hoping to pass it... Hehez.. Seriously never tried to be so schedulize everything in my life before.. Having a great changes, which i should be proud with.. Hahahahaz.. (paiseh; not to show off)

It's almost the time to sleep, last paragraph should mention about the couple that same lift with me.. They were so F*rking funny.. I meant their conversation.. Here it goes :

Guy : Semalam mrk cakap apa kat situ? Tentang dia..
Girl : Tak lah apa-apa, tapi mrk kata dia bukan nya cantik sangat.
Guy : Itu saje?
Girl : Ya, by the way siapa tu? (A little bit jealousy face shown out)
Guy : Ohhhh..Dia tu kawan lama..(Trying to cover)
Girl : Kawan lama? Tapi nampak close jer.. Bila kamu berkenalan dgn dia? (Curious)
Guy : (Feeling shy as I was looking on him..Lolx) Nannnnti....
Girl : Kenapa? Cakap jer lah... (Seem like wanna make him feels more shy)
Guy : Tunggu la...

(Lift Door opened) Sh*t... Can't continue their story.. Lolx.. If not, i can learn something from him to see how well he covered the case.. Hahahaz..

That's all for tonightz....

Well changed, nD

My "Facebook Warning"

2009-09-06T06:11:00.006+08:00

Attention Guys!!!!, I had just read a post from anonymous who mentioned that a Radio Broadcast leaving us a warning for "FACEBOOK's users". For those who like to "Show OFF" your branded stuffs that you're using especially "Latest Handset, Branded Handbag, Branded this and Branded that". There are someone (Snatch Thieves) who searching for those people who posted their Branded Stuff in Facebook.

Don't think that our citizen is still so outdated as before who(Snatch Thieves) needed to "ronda here and there" to find for their victims. Nowadays, what they need to do is simply sign up of an account in Facebook and "randomly Search and Add" for people who staying in specific areas.

They will spend their times to observe what you guys are posting especially there is a quiz taken by most of the users "Select 5 Things that you are using Everyday" and it is the suitable quiz for "Those" who like to "Showing Off" their branded stuffs. Out of everyone's thought, it is also suitable to "Thieves" as well.. Lolx..

So, for those who like to "Show Off".. Errr.. Ready to be the "Next Victim".. Hahaz..Not cursing actually, as I am bad in advising people.. Hahahaz.. As for the users of facebook, don't simply accept those you do not know them. They(Thieves) may using "Handsome"/"Pretty" pictures as their Wall Photo so that they can increase "Someone's Desire"..

Handsome

Pretty

Lolx.. No offence ya(For "Their" fans).. I "Sincerely" think he is "Handsome" and she is "Pretty".. Hahahaz..

Apply what I had revised,
For those Facebook's users who are in "DEONTOLOGICAL VIEW", they might think that "Show off" is the right "principles" and they do not even care of what is the consequences (to be next victim). In "TELEOLOGICAL VIEW", they will consider of the outcome (might be next victim) so they rather do not "Show Off". To be Deontologist or Teleologist is all in the point of view of "Users"

Hahahaz.. Take care Dudez and spread this to your friends too.

Warning Attention nD

My "FaceBook"

2009-09-04T23:36:00.007+08:00

All should be familiar with this Logo right? Hahaz.. Because of this Logo, I already wasted my past 13weeks.. And Luckily, I found that myself can fight for it(addiction) and now I'm successfully never Login for almost "2 Weeks"..

Some people might ask, "Really so fun meh? Got thing to play meh? I play a while then will close it down already." For me, I don't think it is really so fun, and I don't even know got what thing to play, BUT, I seriously ADDICTED onto it and I can spend my whole days sitting in front of my lappies and keep on "Facing the Book"..

I wonder how if my life get to ADDICTED in "Facing" all my study "Books".. Maybe in that time, I won't be blogging anymore.. Will not have chance to "Online" anymore.. The only thing in my life is "Study - FACE real Books"It should be good for me, because I really not interested in reading those books.. I wanted to be more concentrating in my Study.. I've not much time left(Lolx.. I meant Revision Time).. Hahahaz..

My Life = Study n Exam!!!! (Boring Life)!!!

Bored nD

My "Decision Making"

2009-09-03T21:57:00.006+08:00

Living in the life which having scarcity of resources, in my personal perspective, there might something which i need to forgoes. In this situation, I do need to compare those decisions(Opportunity Cost) whichever giving the most less impact on me. Hopefully the "things" that I've forgone is the best for me in this limited resources life.

The decision has been made, so no more "U-Turn" in my life.. I've no right to feel any "Regret" in some future date. No one "Forces" me to make such decision so the only thing I can do now is to keep on to my decision.

This quotes may be suitable to my current situation. Feel proud of it. Hahahahaz..

“A wise man makes his own decisions, an ignorant man follows public opinion”

Decision Making nD

My "Tears Flooded NEWS"

2009-09-02T22:17:00.006+08:00

HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Hahaz.. Tears flew not because of SAD, instead, I felt damn HAPPY to know that both of them start talking back.. Wahahahaha.. Happy + a little bit Funny.. She asked him to buy thing today.. Lolx.. This was the biggest wish that I kept for almost 7 years.. Wow.. "7 YEARS" They can stood for the life staying together without talking to each other for almost 7 years.. Wondering what they feel inside their hearts.

The objective of the coming TRIP really SUCCESS!!! Seriously flew some happy tears after getting to know this Happy News.. Hahahaz.. Hopefully it will be lasting till the end.. Wish both of you "Healthy n Love each other Forever n Ever", now still not too late to appreaciate each other.So crazy!!!! Hahahaha~~~ F*rking Happy to get this NEWS!!!! Hehehez...

Happy nD

My "LY, Ladybird Y-rus"

2009-09-02T19:49:00.004+08:00

LY!!!! (Pembawa Virus)!!!! I gonna sick d... I can feel that is your "Virus".. Coz I got few "Lady Birds" on my body.. Hahahaz.. Your fault!!! Can't study right now, whole body no energy!! If I fail my coming exam, you're the one going to blame!!! You should compensate it!!! Hahahahaz.. (Jokes)

Shit la.. I don't wanna fall sick in this "Peak Period", Sick ah Sick, can you delay your "Social Visit"? You got "14 Days" ma, postpone it please... I wanna study, I wanna concentrate, I wanna sleep well, and the most important thing is I wanna have good appetite to eat my BreakFast, Lunch, Dinner and Supper!!!

The only thing that i can do is "Hor Yan Ho" to fight with "LY's Ladybird Y-rus)..

Good luck nD

My "Hangat Hangat Tahi Ayam"

2009-09-02T01:32:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna be "Hangat Hangat Tahi Ayam".. Where is my "Spirit" to study? Where have you gone? Please come back to me... I don't want to get "Shit Result"!!!

My "Trip Canceled"

2009-09-01T17:03:00.006+08:00

The Best Solution will be "CANCEL THE TRIP". What for to continue it if I need to see you guys' "FACES" to plan this trip right? No point of doing so.. Coz seem like I'm begging you guys to join. At first, thought it will be an easy plan that most of the people can join in the specific date. Who knows it turn up to be so "Farking Stress" to make this plan.. You guys can easily to say "Yes" or "No", but did you all really care about the organizer who need to care those who can't make it? So, in order to stop making "Unnecessary Stress" for myself, "Cancel" will be the best idea.. "Pointless" to continue.

Better to have a short trip (Not Class Trip), plan to go Genting or Penang. For those who wanna join then join, dowan then please get lost.. Won't farking care what you guys gonna say behind of me. Even 2 people, the trip still gonna be "on".. At least won't "Stress" to plan this kind of short trip.

Narrow person with Narrow minded (Think of overall please)

One stress gone nD

My "National Day Celebration"

2009-09-01T01:40:00.004+08:00

Finally, i had an activity for National Day Celebration too.. Hehez.. Yan Gee(Budak Kelantan) and I went for a half an hour "K Session".. Not even exceed 8 songs.. Lolx.. Then we went for our dinner at "U-Village".. Damn nice the food.. Now still can feel the "Full".. Lolx.. A little bit "hyperbole"? Coz i added "Big Rice" and drank 2 and a half cups of "Ying Yang"... And before that i manage to buy a short pant at PDI as there were having a promotion for Merdeka Celebration. 4p.m to almost 11p.m, 2 guys outing.. LOLXX.. But still enjoyed our so called "National Day Celebration"

Tired nD

My "Simple Quotes"

2009-08-31T06:40:00.007+08:00

*~Don't make someone a "PRIORITY" who only makes you an "OPTION"~*

*~So, I put Myself To be my First Priority-and avoid to crush on someone~*

~*N*~

*~Start Avoiding Love~*

*~As I Scare to Start Love~*

My "National Day"

2009-08-30T21:15:00.004+08:00

Tanggal tiga puluh satu
(Tonight also consider as "Tanggal")
Bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh
(Now Bulan Lapan But "Sifar Sembilan")
Merdeka, Merdeka, Tetaplah Merdeka
("Mat* kah? Mat* kah?")
Ia pasti menjadi sejarah
(Yeah, "It will be HISTORY" for me coz it is the first year that I am not going to celebrate)

Haiz.. Can't scream this song for this year.. Normally i'll screamed this as loud as possible during the crowded celebrations for our "National Day".. Plan to scream it in "Meetoto" tonight.. Wahahahaz..

Because of the stupid "Coming Exam"~~ Make me dare not to celebrate even for few hours as the stress make me don't have the mood to celebrate also.. It's sux!!! Gonna stay home and celebrate through internet.. "31st August 2009"-- What a boring "DAY" for me..

Haiz.. nD

My "Football Match"

2009-08-30T02:30:00.003+08:00

F*RK!!! F*RK!!! F*RK U DIABY!!! Memang Fake larH!!! Go cut your head down in order to compensate back~~~ Damn f*rking *Kepoh Head*!!! Hahahaz..

Damn it~~ Lolx.. Losing my face to that "Chimpanzee"(Beng Chow) and "Cream"(Kay Lim) pulak.. Wahahaha.. By the way, still an interesting match.. Hahaz.. Watched till quite "Gan Cheong".. And made two new (Liberian) friends. Both of them are the "Refugees" and staying in the same condominium as me.

Quite hard to communicate but still can make jokes. Lolx.. They told me their life in Liberia Africa and the life in different countries that they went before. Already staying in Malaysia for 5 years and may going to move to another country soon after pass the interview as they are under the programme of UNHCR(United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees). It is a programme that is mandated to protect and support refugees at the request of a government or the UN itself and assists in their voluntary repatriation, local integration or resettlement to a third country.

Quite enjoyed watching with them, many comments so that i won't feel bored watching alone.. Wahahaha.. But still having the sux feeling with that Stupid Diaby.. WTF betul~~~ Lolx.. Gonna continue my study.. Already spent 2 hours+ there.. Add oil~~~

Enjoying match nD

My "Hot News"

2009-08-29T17:06:00.001+08:00

Saturday August 29, 2009
Woman caught on video hitting boyfriend’s private parts
OTHER NEWS & VIEWS
Compiled by FLORENCE A. SAMY, TAN SIN CHOW AND A. RAMAN

A WOMAN, believed to be in her 20s, was caught on video hitting the private parts of her boyfriend with her high-heel shoe, reported Sin Chew Daily.

The “brutal” act was recorded by a passer-by who subsequently uploaded the 31-second clip onto the Internet.

The act was captured at a parking bay in Singapore.

The video clip showed the woman reprimanding her boyfriend with the shoe in one hand. She was also seen slapping him with her high-heel shoe at least four times and subsequently repeatedly attacked him on his private parts with the shoe.

The man tried to ward off the blows with his hands but she continued to attack him by slapping him in the face with the shoe.

My "Full Lunch"

2009-08-27T16:28:00.008+08:00

OMFG~~~ Full Full Full!!! I just "Tabao" :

1 : Nasi Goreng Nyonya (Tambah Nasi Besar)
2 : Yi Nan Wang Rojak (BESAR)
3 : OldTown White Coffee (Luckily this don't have BESAR 1..Hahaha)

My stomach feel like gonna burst.. Too much "FoodS" inside.. Lolx.. By the way, still enjoy it.. As all of it was my favourite.. Especially OldTown White Coffee!!! Wow.. It's too bad that the restaurant doesn't sell "Hazelnut Flavour".. If not, my satisfaction should be in the MAX level!!! Hehez.. I "campur" those favourite lunch with my beloved attitude..(Watch movie-Stephen Chow)

While my classmates should be watching "Laughing Kor" right now.. Can't join them to enjoy.. Feel sorry to them, as i really can't stand with this kind of enjoy life anymore.. I just found back my "stress" and the "mood" to study.. So, i don't hope it will be influenced by my "outing".. I'm here to apologize for you guys that i can't join(I'm Sorry). I've told myself to change, i hope this "spirit" can lasting till the final day of my exam. I had played for "13 weeks", there is no reason for me that i can't be serious in just "3 weeks" right? No more facebook in this 3weeks.. Today is the fifth day that i never log into it.. Almost done it for "1 week"..

Because of the "playing" attitude, make till whole class get scolded by tutor just now.. But some of the words still remaining in my mind. "Do you think you all can pass with the same attitude without any changes?" Straightly come into my mind, i had the answer for it.. "No, I can't"..So, the only thing i can do is "Re-engineering" myself. To be "Transformed" not "Incremental"!!! After finished the class, i saw him(tutor) in the toilet and i greeted him.. He asked me to "promise", "must pass his paper"!! Lolx.. But at the end, I "promised"..

This words gonna make me work even harder in order to fulfill my "promise" to him. Although i still can't find the "confidence" due to the bad result in the progress test. As old forks keep on reminding us, don't look backward.. "look forward".. I must pass for the paper no matter how hard it is..

Hehez.. Taking this opportunity to kacao HER 1st.. Hehez.. Wei, soh poh~~ Thanks for your support ya.. Today's rojak can't share la, nevermind 1 la hor? Hahaz.. Next time treat you eat again.. Hehehez.. Add Oil in your coming exam too.. Quit the Laziness and Walk to the road you're suppose to be in~~ The Vision!!! Stick into your mind~~ Pray more for God, "poh pi" you don't always fall asleep~~ Hahahaz..

Gonna take a nap, and continue my "SPIRIT"

Spiritual nD

My "Changing Backward"

2009-08-23T22:35:00.005+08:00

23rd August 2009!I officially make an announcement that I wanna "Change" back to my Diploma's personalities. I don't feel that the personalities or attitudes that i'm having now are suit for me. It will seriously ruin my life.. And will never ever get respect from the people surrounding me. "Play Hard Study Smart" will be my motto for this whole year. I must keep with my principles. "Never meant Never".. No more "Considering" on the things that i don't want to do.

Besides, there are also several bad habits which i'm going to change. Especially the habit that might spoil my image. I wanna keep a good impression and also a good memories to my friends. "Fun that will never be over", "Study that may never be over(stress)", and "Attitudes that will never be over(Bad)"

Although the things that i think it might be not really a big matter for me, but sometime the one who surround me may think it is not a good things. So for this, i should care on how others think too though i will not totally change it. At least i try the way i should be.

Today will be the day, i'm gonna say "Bye-Bye" to the bad habits that i'm having right now.. I'll never give up on what i announced today as i think it will bring a good better image for being "nD".. As the saying goes "It is not a matter on how slow you walk, as long as you never feel wanna stop". It will be the phrase that will keep on reminding me when i'm doing the "bad things".

I believe i can do it!! It's for me, for my family, for my friends and for everyone surrounding me as well. "Good image will be the title for today's post"

Changing nD

My "Success BBQ"

2009-08-23T03:57:00.004+08:00

SUCCESSFUL EVENT~~~ SUCCESSFUL BBQ~~~

Thanks god for giving us a nice weather in order for us to go on our plan smoothly. Yesterday, one of my friend checked for the weather forecast, it said that 60% chances to rain tonight.. Wow.. Luckily it was a noob forecaster!! Wahaha.. The only night without raining, it was the night we having BBQ~~ Wow.. Thank God!!

Everything goes on smoothly as i said.. But there were too many "chicken wings" left coz we can't managed to finish it.. Coz besides Chicken Wings, we do prepared Fried Bihun, Curry Chicken, Fried Nugget, French Fries, Jelly, and some other Ale Carte. The Bihun, curry chicken and nuggets was finished just in few minutes. That's why most of them already 30% full.. Plus 2 chicken wings, they are mostly full.. As we estimated each of them will have 4 chicken wings. Lolx..

But anyway, we still managed to eat 90% = 90 chicken wings.. Good job!! It was quite a successful as at first i thought not much people will join this event.. But with last minute, there were only around 8 classmates are not attending. We have around 28 people attended. Another big gang's BBQ after Pangkor's BBQ.. Most of us were enjoyed this night.. And our relations are getting closer with classmates. Actually it was the main purpose to create this event..

Hopefully the Langkawi Trip will going to have much support from them too.. If not, it will be canceled and I will plan for another short trip.. Seriously hope it will success as I really wanna go Langkawi coz i never been there before.. Hehez.. Wanna enjoy as much as possible during my study period.. Otherwise i will never have the chance to enjoy with a big gang friends.. Hehehez..

So tired to organize an event, never sleep well and everything need take account on it.. But the process and the ending part will make it feel worth.. Make new friends too.. Lolx.. My eyes gonna close now.. Can't really "tahan".. Too Too Tired but yet So So So Happy~~ Thanks Everyone who took part.. Especially those who prepared those foods, places, transports for us..

Good Night...

Enjoyable BBQ nD

My "Party"

2009-08-21T03:19:00.005+08:00

It's 3:19a.m right now.. with a raining weather.. What an enjoyable night that i had for today.. I went to join a birthday party of a friend of mine. STEAMBOT!! Nice~~ Although i not really like to steambot, but the purpose i went there was to play around and jokes around with them.

Unfortunately that i was overslept.. They started at 7:30p.m, I only woke up at 7:40p.m as one of my friend gave me a call.. Lolx.. I was blur-ing that time.. After i took bath then rain quite heavily, at first think not to attend the party and just give them an excuse. But, i'd promised them and also feel "paiseh" to give an excuse. Hahaz.. Terpaksa took taxi, and it was really pissed me off.. The taxi cost me RM6!!! Celaka betul.. So f*rking near only.. It might be the meter's has been "fixed" by the "no integrity driver"..

It was so surprise that there were some foods left for me.. Hehez.. Thanks ya!! Tunggu apa lagi right? Enjoy my dinner~~ Hahaz.. After finished the "eating session", then we continue by "photo session" and also "gambling session". All of us feeling bored with that.. We make a suggestion to play "DARE" by taking each card per person. The one who get the "smallest number" will get the punishment.

The first victim - Lee Ying (Kiss Mooi Yan)
The second victim - Ong Hong Yew (Strip Dance)
The third victim - Leong Jia Jien (Shaking Buttock)
The forth victim - Fam Lai Xin (Disturbed classrep to wake up)
The sixth victim - Loh Mooi Yan (Strip dance on Ah Kin's body)
The seventh victim - Lee Ying (5 posed of Kung-Fu style)
The eigth victim - Lee Yan Gee (Yellow Dog's pee-ing by singing song)
The last victim - All the girls (Jump into swimming pool) Guys' team won!!!

It end the night... Damn tired and sleepy.. Gonna sleep.. Good night..

Sleepy nD

My "Eason Live Concert"

2009-08-17T02:09:00.007+08:00

Interesting~~~Interesting~~~Interesting~~~Interesting~~~

Ya, only 1 word can describe my feeling today/tonight - 16th August 2009.. Which is "Interesting"!!!!!! Wow~~ Wow~~ Wow~~ The "high" environment still fresh inside my mind right now even already passed so many hours.. Hahaha.. Too excited.. It was my first time to enjoy live concert.. The environment damn "High"..

"Encore"!! "Encore"!! Keep on shouting from the fans..

Before that, i should thank to my friend (Hung Yew-Honey Dew) who treated me the ticket. Thanks.. The view damn best!!! We stand so front.. Hahahaz.... And also the new friend that i made with today, Teik Min (Our driver tonight). Nevertheless, thank to Pui Mei and Miin Tyng for accompany in this concert.. Seriously enjoyed with you guys.. Hahaz.. My face laughed till very tired.. Hahahaz..

"Enjoy" "Enjoy" "Enjoy"

Although i only knew few songs of him, but i can still enjoy because of the sound system.. Never really listen what he sang just now.. Just enjoy the funny words by him and also the stage performance.. You left me a nice memory inside my head. (Thanks Eason - so called Half Ball Man).. Hehez.. The way you acted, the way you sang, the way you danced and the way you talked really damn funny.. Wahahaha...

One of the regret moment is that, we never bring in camera.. Sh*t.. With the low quality camera of my handset can't really capture the whole environment.. Haiz.. But it's still okay coz i have captured inside my mind.. Hehez..

6:30p.m.. We were sitting infront the stage

Around 8:00p.m

The concert Begin

3 crazy people

New Friend, Teik Min

Hung Yew(Honey-Dew)

After the Concert, SS2

First time, wow.. Don't know how to express out the feeling.. Really Great.. Shouted till no voice.. Jumped till so happy.. Overall.. It's also the one word----"INTERESTING"... Hahahaz.. DAmn tired d.. Gonna end my post by here.. Hopefully i'll never scream "Encore!!!" and "Fao KWA" tonight.. Hahahaz...

Interesting nD

My "Non-stop Tests"

2009-08-11T21:12:00.005+08:00

TARC - Tests Are Required Consistently~~~

Seriously fed up with those tests.. This coming friday.. Another test is waiting for me.. Non-stop!! It's so f*rking shit... I need some rest!!! I don't want to be test in such a way.. Really make me feel damn f*rking stress.. Can i have a short rest? I really need it.. Please..I'm gonna crazy if i still continue to be like this..

Stress!!!

STRESS!!!!

STRESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My "Performance"

2009-08-09T02:51:00.002+08:00

Today's performance..

My "Thank Giving"

2009-08-06T15:21:00.001+08:00

Quite happy~~ There are still a lot of people who are care of me.. Especially HER.. Thank you very much for everything that you've done for me.. Appreciated it..

Ribuan terima kasih ku ucapkan.. :)

My "Doctor"

2009-08-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

Tak larat, tak larat nak bangun.. Apasal begitu? Ingatkan tak cukup tidur.. Tapi "Feeling" itu memang tak pernah dirasai.. Starting batuk, then mula hingus mengalir keluar dari hidung ku.. Dah mula nak takut.. Adakah aku dijangkiti H1N1? Tapi aku tak demam, tak sakit kerongkong, dah juga tak rasai sakit badan..

After an hour, aku dah ada sikit rasa nak demam (badan ku berpeluh dingin dan berasa panas di bahagian leher ku), ketika batuk dah rasa sikit sakit di bahagian kerongkong.. Dan juga mula rasa sakit kepala dan sakit badan.. Again, tak larat nak bangun..

Starting damn farking scare.. As i had read the newspaper.. There were 5 more death cases reported and it shoot up to total 13th death cases for H1N1. I don't wanna be the 14th.. I really never tried to have this kind of high fever before.. The first time.. I'm so scare.. I planned to pay doctor a warm visit..

Dialogues with Doctor :

nD : Am i infected to H1N1?
Doc: As the symptoms you are having now, not enough to qualify as H1N1
nD : Then what is the basic symptoms?
Doc: If you really scare, then you should go hospital to have a blood checking.
nD : I wanna ask whether this fever are caused by blood donation that i'd done few days ago?
Doc: A little bit sure will affected 1.

(WTF??? Are you a doctor?? This kind of consultation even a normal person like you and me can say out.. You can't give me a confidence consultations. The main purpose i went to "visit" you, is to check whether i'm infected with H1N1, but till the end, you never give me the answer..)

Feel a little bit disappointed. Thought that you're having a high principles that won't simply sell "MC" to anyone.. But manatau, you tak ada quality!!! Wasted my money to buy those ubat batuk, panadol, anti-biotic, anti-inflammation... I can easily get it from any pharmacy shop..

Not sure whether is H1N1, nD

My "Everything"

2009-08-05T06:13:00.003+08:00

Can't accept Everything that has happened on me~~

My "Miserable Life"

2009-08-05T05:33:00.004+08:00

5.34a.m, another night that i haven't sleep.. As usual, i planned to study overnight.. But ends up, again, watched drama whole night.. I seriously don't have the mood to study.. I've changed.. I ain't a "good boy" anymore... My life, my personalities, my attitudes.. Everything has changed..

Feeling that this changes will going to ruin my life soon.. BUT, What for i'm still in this changed? I really lost my direction.. I don't have the guts to plan about my future as everything that happened to me were not the thing that i expected..

I'm having phobia on everything surrounding me.. I dare not to face it or i already fed up with it? Seriously stuck on this stage.. When can i get up? When can i gonna move from it? Hopefully i can find another beginning for me to set up my new direction.. The beginning of everything~`

Suddenly miss my mum.. The moment that i stayed with her, i will never ever have this kind of stress or even losing my direction.. As she is my direction.. She is the one that keep on motivating me in order for me to continue my everything.. I wanna study well so that i will bring her a more enjoyable life.. No one gonna replace her from my heart.. Everyone surrounding me are FAKERz!!! Can't believe anyone of "Them".. It really make me have the phobia to face "you guys"..

You all make my life full of miserable.. Stay alone sometime is better than mix too much.. Although i can't enjoy, but at least i won't face the fake smiling, fake talking, fake laughing.. Gonna level down my social life to as min as possible..

Everything changed, Everything changing, and Everything gonna change.

Everything includes nD...

My "Whiskey Lullaby"

2009-08-02T07:44:00.002+08:00

Whiskey Lullaby

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until' the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said, "I'll love her till I die"
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The Angels sang a whiskey lullaby

La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa
La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years, she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until' the night

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the Angels sang a whiskey lullaby

La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa
La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa
La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa
La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa

My "Lovely Sunday Morning"

2009-08-02T07:17:00.002+08:00

It's 7:19 in the Sunday morning. Supposedly I will sleep quite late on my lovely Sunday but today is different as i haven't sleep sinced yesterday (Saturday afternoon)..Hahaz.. Going to continue my abnormal time for sleeping again.. So many days didn't update my blog, there were quite many things happened on me.. Again it consisted of "SAD" n "HAPPY" n "STRESS"

"SAD"
So far, i already knew 2 out of 3 tests' result. Unfortunately, both were FAILED!! Actually i never expect that i will failed my BA paper as i really worked really hard for it.. But i still can't pass for this paper, d*mn F*rking disappointed~~ Luckily there are "make good test" for us coz at first those celaka lecturers mentioned that they will not set a second chance for us. Fine Fine Fine~~ I'm gonna try for the second time!!! Hopefully everything will be fine for me.. I don't want to get BARRED from sitting Final...

"HAPPY"
I just finished my Guitar's test yesterday(Saturday evening).. At first, i quite nervous as i don't really know how to sing a mandarin song.. Hahaz.. But luckily the examiner allowed me to play without singing.. Wow.. Finally i got full marks overall except "Happy Strumming".. Hehez..Quite satify.. And I had make a decision that i will never continue to next level.. Sorry for can't give a reasonable answer to you guys.. Enjoyed the moment that we learned together.. All the best~~~

"STRESS"
OMFG!!! Coming Friday, the two subjects that i failed will be having 2nd chance for me in the SAME DAY!! Seriously pissed me off, man... Why can't those lecturers set a different day for it.. It's the last chance for us.. Can't you guys just be tolerate for those poor students like me? Haiz.. But anyway, i'm still gonna face it.. All i can do is to "Work HARDER" and no more day-dreaming everyday.. Besides, the day after that test i'm going to have a band competition.. If we really qualified to enter Final then i'll be more stress on it.. I really need to weight which is more important to me.. Obviously, STUDY will get the priority.. Nothing is important than my "EXAM", this thinking should be embedded into my mind!!!

Damn Sleepy damn Sleepy damn Sleepy!!!
Damn Stress damn Stress damn Stress!!!

Everything gonna be fine soon.. Just go for it.. Face it... Never ever give up~~~

SAD,Happy n Stress nD

My "PTPTN"

2009-07-30T03:19:00.001+08:00

It's 3.19a.m right now.. Later 8a.m still have class... But i have never ever been so excited before when waiting the PTPTN to be credited into our Bank. After i knew that my PTPTN has been released out.. Wow.. I'm having a nice feeling with it.. Hehehez.. Happy till facing insomnia.. Lolx..

My "1 Week Short Break"

2009-07-26T18:05:00.007+08:00

1 week short break in Taiping.. Another holiday that i learned new things again. This short break has been consisted feeling of Happy, Sad, Guilty, and Miss. It was really an enjoyable holiday. A friend of mine getting married on 21st July. I'm here to congratulate once again, CL Teoh and Lao Miao(Hahaz.. Paiseh.. Don't know what's ah sou's name).

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This is the first time wedding dinner that i ever attended which i didn't expected it will be so "X-tra Ordinary". Even the Lao Tia(a night dinner before the wedding day)was held in a way of real wedding dinner style. That was really great. It was following by another "X-tra Ordinary" wedding dinner which has hired a team of dancers to perform when we were having the dinner. But unfortunately this night i was "Over High". Because of the "Stupid Red Wine Uncle".. Hahaz.. By the way, it was really a happy moment that can be together with so many friends to pass this enjoyable wedding period.

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Even though OUR time together was short but it was really another happy moment to be with you in this holiday. At first i thought i can control myself and keep on telling those "cock things" with friends. But in the end, i was failed. I failed to control my feeling. But never regret as i really enjoy to be with you. (*not the emo time) Hahaz.. Miss you here.. Thanks and Sorry PORKY!

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1 week!! Seven days. But how many days did i accompany my parent this holiday? Feeling so guilty. Such a bad schedule planning this time. Hopefully (Dad n Mum) will understand my situation.. WAHAHAHAHAHAz.. Wait the next holiday, i swear i will replace the time to be with you all.. Hehez.. I'm sorry..

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Today, 26th July. I reached to "Hell" - my K.L life. I took 12p.m bus and reached to my hostel at around 6p.m. Express Bus->Star Line->Putra Line->Metro Bus. What a stupid waste time journey.. When i stepped down from Metro Bus, all da short holiday's moments flashing on my mind.. I seriously miss the time in Taiping. I miss to stay in my home sweet home without worry what to eat later, without worry about washing clothes, dishes. Once i woke up, there's already a meal prepared by my mum which included soup and herbs tea.

I feel so "manja" to stay in Taiping. That's make me so miss my home. Hehez.. Besides, i miss the nightlife to be with you guys. Playing Bowling, Siang Malam, Pokok Assam Cha Kuey Tiaw, K-Box, A.Rahman, J.R and "chui sui session". Hahahaz..

After enjoying the whole week holiday, it's da time for me to start serious in my study. Continue to "PIA". Spot Test coming again. And might facing Make Good Test soon if the result come out not really satisfy. Just 1 year to go!!! Put all your efforts and heart in!!! Good luck to me... :)

1 week holiday nD

My "Terrible Experienced"

2009-07-16T14:30:00.005+08:00

16th JULY 2009!!! The day that everyone, ya i'm mentioning EVERYONE!!! showing THEIR real face without wearing any MASKs on it.. I bet it was the most terrible experienced to me on seeing and knowing how human can being acting on such a way. The most UNFORGETTABLE experienced that i'm going to keep it on my mind no matter in what kind of situations..This is "THE RETURN" that you guys giving back to me.. Seriously, it make me feel farking disappointed to face this kind of "FAKE ARSHes". The following title should be awarded to you guys :

1) FAKERS
2) SARCASTIC Fella
3) FARKERS

By the way, i did learned "Something" from you guys.. And the things that i learned today will helping me to be "More Care" and "24/7 Alertness" on those of "YOU" who are falling in the categories that i mentioned above.

Farking Disappointed!!! Disappointed!!! Disappointed!!!
"I Will Remember Today as I Learn How People Wearing Different Masks In Different Situation" Thank God For Letting Me Know Who Are Sincere To Me And Who Are Sincerely Make Use Of Me..
Disappointing me and LEARNED nD

My "Migraine"

2009-07-14T14:08:00.005+08:00

OMFG!!!!!!!! I'm migraine-ing!!! Once i wake up, i felt like my head is totally heavy and feeling damn pain.. Shit.. Maybe my body heats are getting up.. Yesterday somemore ate durian plus never has a proper time to sleep. What i need now is my beloved herb Tea...

"Mr.Hor Yan Ho"

Hahaz.. Hopefully he can fight with the stupid migraine and let him to be K.O!!! Then only i can start my engine to study for tomorrow's test..

Fight!!!!VS

Migraine nD

My "Song"

2009-07-14T01:03:00.001+08:00

I’m sorry for me buggin you

Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ‘bout you know who
I’m sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I’ve never been good that- no no
Forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend
I’m sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if u were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue
I’m sorry for me lovin’ you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ‘bout you know who
Forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can’t blame a guy for tryin’
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
Would become reality
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I
I know you got a boyfriend- another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish I was
Your boyfriend- that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now u don’t know how much I wish I was your boyfriend

I know you got a boyfriend
I hope he treat you well
And don’t u know how much I want to be your boyfriend

My "F-words"

2009-07-12T23:05:00.005+08:00

Don't make me use the "F" word in front of you.. By the way, i'm still going to use it here for "You".."FARK" you FAKERS!!! Everytime during this period will facing a lot of this "species".. Maybe it is their life-cycle.. The "Peak" season for them.. Lolx.. And "FARK" you those who wanna get benefit from others!! You deserved 3 FARKs for it!! I'm not as innocent as "you" think.. I'm not as stupid as "you" think.. I will know how to analyse those who treat me good or those who just have the intention to "make use" of me.. Get lost from my surrounding and please.. Seriously.. Don't make me use the "F" word in front of you..

Stressing not for exam, stressing those "F" person!!

Get rid from nD!!

My "Knowledge Sex News"

2009-07-11T01:02:00.004+08:00

Girl skips class for months to have sex in goat pen

It was a news that i picked from The Star Newspaper that posted on yesterday..

A FORM Three student threw away at least 10 warning letters from her school so that she could continue having sex with her boyfriend in a secluded goat pen in Jenderam Hulu.

She dumped the letters over the past three months to prevent her parents from knowing that she had played truant to go on her jaunts with the 19-year-old youth, Kosmo! reported.

Apparently, the 15-year-old girl began sleeping with the youth in March and became addicted to sex.

However, her mother became suspicious after noticing “physical changes” in her daughter.

She was shocked when the girl admitted that she had not been going to school for three months and had instead been with the youth.

The girl’s family then went in search of the youth who had disappeared. Police are now looking for him.
p/s : So readers, sex do give you an excitement.. But don't get into addicted!!! It will cause health problems, STD and probability of "Accidental Child"..

My "Memorial of Micheal Jackson"

2009-07-08T04:14:00.009+08:00

A very sweet and touched night~~ Having the opportunity to watch live for Memorial of Micheal Jackson.. 1.00a.m(Malaysia Time) Thanks for CNN and Facebook to shown it live to all of us (Except the 9000 lucky one who are able to attend to the event). Besides, Facebook allowing us to write a message that can appear into the chat box in the room by just changing our status.. Lolx.. Such a great job and well prepared's event. So many well-known people are attended the event and having their speech over there...

Ron Boyd (family friend)
Kobe Bryant
Mariah Carey
Andrae Crouch Choir
Berry Gordy
Jennifer Hudson
Shaheen Jafargholi (finalist on Britain's Got Talent)
Magic Johnson
Martin Luther King III
Bernice A. King
John Mayer
Lionel Richie
Smokey Robinson
Rev. Al Sharpton
Brooke Shields
Pastor Lucious Smith (family friend)
Usher
Stevie Wonder
Reverend Al Sharpton and Kobe Bryant together inside Staples Center at Michael Jackson's memorial.

Corey Feldman shows up to Michael Jackson's memorial wearing something straight out of MJ's closet.

It may be the last celebration for Micheal Jackson and the last chance for us to show our respect to him as a King of POP!!! From the past to now and even to future, you(mJ) will forever remain the same. No one can ever replaced you.. The joys you brought to us will be appreciated now and ever. Once again, may you Rest In Peace MICHEAL JACKSON...

Michael Jackson signed his last will on 7-7-02, seven years to the day he will be memorialized and buried. Michael was the 7th in a family of 9 kids.

You're Not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

My " Coming Progress TEST"

2009-07-05T17:37:00.005+08:00

Week 7!! What i had done for the preparation of the coming "progress test"?? 1 more week to go, if i still continue in this way, i'm gonna die badly for the coming test. Keep on online, play around with friends and watch movies.. C'mon nD!!! This test consist of 30% of your final exam.. If you did not do well, then you're gonna to waste your money AGAIN!!! Moreover the charged for resit-ing paper has been raised up 60%... Why you still having the mood to play around?? This will make your life sux..

Must giving fully stress to myself, otherwise i will not seriously sit down and do my revision.. Starting by today.. LESS online!!! LESS outing!!! LESS movies!!!! If can, try to minimize it to as low as possible.. This is the way to pamper myself into a studying spirit..

Because you're not a BABY ANYMORE!!!!

So, you should giving yourself some STRESS!!!

To be Stressed nD

My "BEST Rated Movie"

2009-07-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

5 STARS MOVIE!!!! 5 STARS MOVIE!!!! What movie is that?? Lolx.. Of course the movie that rated by all the people who watched it and gave a "5 STARS" for it.. "TRANSFORMER" Fuhlemak!!! BEST-giler-beb!! This movie consist damn many touched scene, and also funny scene.. LOLx.. Especially SAM's mother ate the weed.. She got damn farking high with it.. Hahaz.. Bumble-Bee "merajuk".. Wahahaz.. Damn funny.. By the way, i'm not going to tell out the whole story here.. For those who haven't watch it, faster "minta cuti" buat satu hari.. WORTH!!

The romantic scene.. Damn touched..

Syiok Giler-Beb nD

My "Enjoy + Sad Dinner"

2009-06-30T21:17:00.009+08:00

Having my dinner with my friends (some are from diploma).. Quite an enjoyable dinner, but end up with sad news!! And also to be a WARNING to those who owns a laptop.

One of my friends put his laptop into the car boot, and after having our dinner, he went into that car to take back his belongings(Include laptop) but he noticed that his bag has lost(include laptop) with the Car boot's key hole has not even damage. (Such a professional laptop theft).

I guessed they must be using a laptop detector that are currently used by most of the theft to steal any detected laptop which left inside the car. No matter how you hide your laptop, as long as it is inside your car, that may be a probability to steal it off. But the detector whether exist or not, is still a "persoalan" for everyone even policemen.

Researched comment on how the detector works :

1: Detector can detect the laptop's batterries.
(Then how about car's battery? They will detect it too?)
My own answer of it, car batteries are made out of lead and sulfuric acid while laptop batteries are of lithium ions... It is a different elements and therefore might showing a different result.

2: Detector can detect even the laptop's batteries taken out.
Please bear in mind that there is still another laptop's internal clock which using a small battery. The detector might has radio frequency that can "Sniffed" your "small battery". Hahaz.

3: Detector can detect by using the bluetooth.
It might using the bluetooth to detect the bluetooth signal that already set into the laptop.

By the way, there is still a "Persoalan" whether the detector do exist. I think if the detector is not exist, those "stupid thieves" might observing on the car park. Once they noticed that the car has laptop inside. Then "GG"..

The rumours of how the detector look alike is as below:
This inductive amplifier is an electronic device similar to a handheld metal detector and as small as a hairbrush, is used to “sniff” out laptops kept in parked cars. The conventional use of the inductive amplifier is the location of breaks in hidden wires, even buried in concrete. The typical wire detection range in a concrete wall is 10-20 cm. You can get it in eBay, it's only $60. So, for those who wanna start up a stealing laptop business, your modal is just $60. Hahaz..

By the way, in order to prevent this kind of bad luck things happened to yourself, just take care of your belongings and don't ever leave the laptop into your car(no matter it is just for a short period or how you hide it).

Beware everyone, as the saying goes "PREVENTION is Better than CURE" I'm here to share experienced no offense please..
Experience Sharing nD

My "Morning Awake"

2009-06-30T08:42:00.005+08:00

Good morning everyone~~~ Selamat Pagi!!!The day that i woke up without using any alarm.. Hehehez... Having a very nice sleep yesterday night, that's why today feel darn active.. Hopefully my mood will full with all happinesses. Another new brand day for me.. So, face it enjoyably!! As MJ sang that, You're not alone, For I am here with you, Though we're far apart, You're always in my heart..

Brand New nD

My "Tired-Day"

2009-06-29T20:21:00.004+08:00

A darn tired day, can't do anything except lying down listening to music(beloved songs)and doing stupid evening dream. Plan to sleep earlier tonight as i really wanna stop thinking those things that are not gonna make me feel happy.. Still having such a stupid feeling that really uncontrollable.. Sux with it.. All i can do now to make me stop thinking is Sleep Sleep Sleep..
Another times to hypnotize myself!! Sleep~~~~ Nightz...

Tired nD

My "Condo Gang Fight"

2009-06-28T00:51:00.003+08:00

Another interesting happened tonight.. "GANGFIGHT" which happened around 10:35p.m just now at Genting Court Condominium.. Actually i was watching video clip in youtube, but out of sudden i listened some argument which came from my downstair (near swimming pool) but i never bother it till i heard some kind of glass crack (Priaaannnggg)Lolx.. Tunggu apa lagi?? I faster got up on my bed sit near to the window side and watch.. It was a gang fight (Still fighting). I saw both gang were Bangladesh fighting each other and keep on hitting each other's head.. Wow.. It was really interesting.. Hahaz.. But...Celaka punya guard came and disturb the situation.. Lolx.. The guard seem like not scare, straight away they came then pull off all of them and started scolding them.. And don't want to let them go away.. (There were only 2 guards with 20 over Bangladesh)

After awhile, came another 4 with the security uniform walking near to them with holding 4 big baseball stick. I think they were volunteer security guard.. Then controlled the situation and ask those Bangladesh to squat down. I saw a men ran away darn quickly.. (Lolx)..

Then, came an effective police patrol car.. Super Duper effective.. Arrived in just (3 minutes).. After a minute came another patrol car.. Then i decided to go down to watch more clearly.. Hahahaz..(Busybody).. But i only managed to see the patrol car reversed and went off.. Celaka.. It's too late.. Lolx.. Those Bangladesh who involved in just now that fighting are now in Lokap i think.. Bagus..!! Hehez..

Interested nD

My "Curl Jack Son"

2009-06-27T04:25:00.002+08:00

The biggest moment of 2009 has arrived. Michael Jackson(Islamic Name - Mikaeel), the world-famous musician(King of POP), former African-American, possible child-molester, well-known for his plastic nose, squeeky voice, shiny clothes, and metrosexual dance moves, has finally Rest In Peace on 25th June 2009!!!

Actually the song that straight come forward in my mind when someone talk about him was (BEAT IT!!!) Hahaz.. I not really know more about him.. But after just now spending some time to view all his story (HIStories) actually he is quite a kind person.. And i watched his live show in YouTube.. I found a nice video clip that seriously touched my heart.. I can't control my tears from flooding inside my eyes.

His kind of famous can even make till our country(Malaysia) having a drink that named "Micheal Jackson" Do you know what is that?? If don't, you should have a try whenever you in KopiTiam.. Order for a cup of "Micheal-Jackson".. Wondering whether this kind of named(Drinks) can inherent by one generation to another.. Hopefully his well-known will be lasting even he is not here anymore.. I'm here to say, Rest In Peace from Malaysia!!!!!

Respect nD

My "Stupid Mistake"

2009-06-24T21:36:00.006+08:00

It's rainy day, the nicest environment for those who were feeling tired for the whole day as they can just lying on the bed and definitely there will be less than 10 minutes in order to make a snoring sound.. Hahahaz..

But, it was because of this rainy day(Take as an excuse) i had went up for the wrong bus!!!! OMFG!!! I had been here for 1 year plus.. But still can make such a stupid mistake.. HAhahaz.. Laughing right? Lolx.. I think maybe because of the rainy day(Blaming again) that make my eyesight see not really clear the Number of the bus (Rapid KL T302 but suppose to sit T312 to reach my place).. Actually today only i know that T302 and T312 is going to different places.. HAHAHAHAHAZZZZ... I thought every Rapid KL with the alphabet "T" also can go back to my hostel.. Mana tau??? T302 fetched me to LRT Wangsa Maju~~~

I was wondering why all the passengers going down from the bus, then i asked the bus driver to make sure whether the bus is going GEnting Klang or not. He told me, this is 302 not 312(I still can't get what he meant).. I continued ask whether this bus is going to my place or not. He told me to get down from the bus and wait for T312 while taking his T302's plat for me to have a look.. LOLXX... CElaka betul..
Rain's fault!!! Hahahaz.. By the way,although it was a stupid mistake, but i did learn something.. T302 and T312 is different!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAz...

Rain, if you want to cover your fault then you should rain heavily tonight!! To make me have a comfortable sleep.. Hehez..

Stupid nD

My "Miserable Life"

2009-06-22T21:46:00.005+08:00

Another night that i feel my life so empty!! The night that i keep on asking to myself which i know the question that i asked is can't answerable.. There is the question; "What's the purpose for me to live in this world?" This question will keep on flashing on my mind when i'm alone in da dark.. I feel so miserable of my life.. And i hate this kind of life.. Feeling like no reason for me to keep on going.. The Direction, The Target, The Goal, The Objective i have been made is just the only "Excuse" for me.. In the actualy thinking, i really don't know what is that for? Why do i need to set those things in my life? And for whom? For me? or For.......

Feeling down for the whole day in college..My life can be shown in the picture above.. A man walking along the street by his own.. No one ever care about his existence.. Those stupid lonely thinking flowing in my mind.. Maybe it's because i have not enough sleep and also might due to heat on my body.. I'm so tired with this kind of moody day.. Can't concentrate on study and even don't have the mood to "chit-chat" with friends. And it's hard to keep those "miserable feeling" in my heart without voicing it out.. Luckily i still have a "SECRET LISTENER" which is standby for me 24/7-->My Bloggiez :)

After writting my feeling out to IT, i feel better. And ready for my sleeping time.. "Another new brand DAY in my life, Tomorrow" Should have a nice rest tonight so that i won't repeatly write those Emo-blog tomorrow.. Hehehez..

Lonely nD

My "Satisfied cGpA"

2009-06-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

BERJAYA!!! BERJAYA!!!

HEhehez.. Finally, i'm satisfied with my CGPA!!! Although it's not as high as in Diploma level, but i'm quite satisfy of it!! When i came into Advance Diploma level, the first semester's result still acceptable, but when i reached second semester.. My CGPA dropped like a "bird kena lastik and jatuh ke tanah"!! It's really make me stresses of it and started to worry of my Loan policy. Luckily, this semester's result make me get back my "own confidence".. Hehehez.. So, how much is the actual CGPA that i got now?? Curious leh?? K, i publicly announced it out.. My CGPA was.... within 0.00-4.00... WAHAHAHAha..

Today's test over... How was it?? Err.. As i mentioned in previous blog, this test cover from chapter 1 to chapter 3, but i only managed to covered chapter 1 and read a short notes of chapter 2 and i'm totally blank for chapter 3.. But somehow, i still can do Question 1 as it's from chapter 1. For Question 2, the only things i can write was based on the knowledge from Diploma level.. HAHAHAz.. But luckily, our tutor said that it might not included into our coursework mark.. That's quite a good news for me, but for those who really put 100% effort to prepare for this test may feel a little bit dissapointed.. Nevermind, you earned knowledge!!!

Hehez.. Work harder nD!! Keep on with this spirit!!!

YEAH!!!!!

Berjaya nD

My "Little TEST"

2009-06-17T01:49:00.004+08:00

Testing.....Testing....1...2...3.. Brain Check~~ OMG!!! 8hours to go, i'll be having a test on my Paper 1.. Shit.. It cover three chapters, but now i still stucking in chapter 1.. What should i do? I can't feel the Max Stress just like my final. I wanna find back that kind of stress in order to push me up to that level.. So that i can able to finish this 3 chapters by tonight.. There are 80 more pages to go.. How??

If this test's result never cover into my coursework, then i shouldn't be that afraid. But now.. It is included!!! Ya, Allah ya Tuhanku!!! Lolx.. Luckily my Texas poker left 0k, if not i sure still playing right now.. Hehez.. ANDY!!! Come on!!! Study hard~~ Don't play play anymore!!! Not afford to fail any subject this year!!! It will cost you d*mn F*cking much!!! You're not AFFORD!!! Listen it..

So, now better go READ the remaining "80 PAGES"~~~~ :(

"No pain No Gain"

And the best words for me right now is... In order for me to have an ability to eat a DESSERTS, at the first stage i should face the STRESSED...
As the Word plays in this way:::::

STRESSED
IS
DESSERTS
READ IT BACKWARDS!!

My "Coldest Night 2"

2009-06-15T05:21:00.004+08:00

It's a rainy night; 5:21a.m right now.. My brain still active and i never feel sleepy yet.. Why why why? Later 8a.m having a Corporate Reporting tutorial class which i need to present later, so we need to reach there 15minutes earlier. I just finished the things that i do need to prepare. When i doing the presentation script, i turned on some music from my desktop page.. I chose the album of DAO LANG,刀郎. The singer that i love the most.. His voice and the melody of his song make me feel that the every single words he used to sing are touching my broken heart. He is an expert of SAD Song writer and even has a great voice.. Although i can't listen well in mandarin, but the words he using is quite simple, that's why i get to know the meaning of da song..

One of his song that i like is, 冲动的惩罚.. There the lyric goes; (but in mandarin words coz i can't find da translation for this song)

那夜我喝醉了拉着你的手

胡乱的说话

只顾着自己心中压抑的想法

狂乱的表达

我迷醉的眼睛

已看不清你表情

忘记了你当时会有怎样的反应

我拉着你的手放在我手心

我错误的感觉到你也没有生气

所以我以为

你会明白我的良苦用心

直到你转身离去的那一刻起

逐渐的清醒

才知道把我世界强加给你

还需要勇气

在你的内心里是怎样的对待感情

直到现在你都没有对我提起

我自说自话简单的想法

在你看来这根本就是一个笑话

所以我伤悲

尽管手中还残留着你的香味

如果那天你不知道我喝了多少杯

你就不会明白你究竟有多美

我也不会相信第一次看见你

就爱你爱的那么干脆

可是我相信我心中的感觉

它来的那么快来的那么直接

就算我心狂野

无法将火熄灭

我依然相信是老天让你我相约

如果说没有闻到残留手中你的香水

我绝对不会辗转反侧难以入睡

就想着你的美

闻着你的香味

在冰与火的情欲中挣扎徘徊

如果说不是老天让缘分把我捉弄

想到你我就不会那么心痛

就把你忘记吧

应该把你忘了

这是对冲动最好的惩罚

这是对冲动最好的惩罚

Lonely nD

My "Funny Article"

2009-06-14T15:28:00.005+08:00

Here is a conversation between an English educated student with our beloved police officer in Malaysia that i picked on da web. Hahahaz.. Funny one... Go ahead...

Start:
I was on the way home from my office. And, i was on the phone with a friend.

And there comes a police officer stopped me.

The conversation goes

Police Officer (PO) : you bawak kete cakap phone tak pakai handfree tak boleh.

me : Sorry?

po : Bagi i lesen.

me : sorry?

po : driving license.

me : ok.

pass the license to the PO

po : you ni india ke apa?

me : sorry?

po : you mix?

me : yes.

po : mix apa?

me : sorry?

po : You China?

me : You mean Chinese?

po : Yes, you chinese mix what?

me : Chinese, Indian, Siamese.

po : you bawak kete tadi cakap phone tu tak boleh

me : sorry??

po : you ni malaysian kenapa takleh cakap melayu ni

*he swtiched on his walkie talkie and talk to his mate

po : dia ni tak faham melayu ni

mate : dia tak faham tu susah. lepaskan je lah.

me : sorry? (dgn muka yg innocent giler babi)

po : you malaysian why no speak malay?

me : i just came back.

po : back from?

me : London.

po : you student?

me : yes

po : so u habis study dah la ni?

me : sorry?

po : you no student?

me : i am still student.

po : you finish student london?

me : i'm studying in Sunway University College now.

po : ayah you keje ape?

me : i don't understand what are you trying to say. sorry.

po : father work where?

me : my father is in langkawi.

po : business?

me : yes.

po : i give you saman. you wait.

he went to his motorbike and took the saman booklet.

po : i give you saman rm200 u bayar kat polis.

me : sorry??

po : i give u saman rm200 you go pay polis can?

me : what is saman?

po : where you go?

me : i'm going home.

po : where ur home?

me : nearby hospital tawakal.

po : i give you saman can?

me : what is saman?

*the mate on the walkie talkie says : dia tak faham tu susah nak dapat. lepas je la.

po : can give you saman?

* i buat muka yg innocent giler babi yang tak faham ape bende yg dia tgh merepek ni

me : sorry? i really don't understand you. what is saman?

po : i give you saman. can? you go pay polis.

me : errr ok??

* the mate on the walkie walkie says : lepas je la. dia tak faham melayu.
* the po replied : ishh. susah ah dia ni.

po : you go now.

me : huh?

*dalam hati gembira habis*

po : you go now. no use phone driving.

me : sorry?

po : you go now.

me : okay. *dengan muka yg tak faham langsung*

*padahal dalam hati tengah gembira nak mampus*

lepas tu the police officer stop the car from passing by my side so i can get out.

LOLX~~~ So, you know what to do when you face this kind of situation.... HAhahahaz..

If chinese, we can just totally speak mandarin with them.. Lolx.. Straight away they will "lepas jer la"....

Hehez

Funny nD

My "Village 2nd Version"

2009-06-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Updated the news of my hometown area... Sad things...

Taiping police have picked up eight suspects to help them probe Monday’s night clash between two groups of men, leaving several injured, including passers-by and bystanders.

Larut Matang district police chief Raja Musa Raja Razak told Malaysiakini that following the incident, police picked up three suspects and five more in follow-up operations yesterday and today.

“The suspects are aged between 20 and 30 plus and we have got a remand order from the court for the eight suspects ranging from four days to seven days,” said Raja Musa.

He said more details on the suspects will be given at the district police headquarters tomorrow at 9am, adding that the situation in Kamunting is back to normal.

However, police as a precautionary measure are maintaining their roadblock in the Expo area, which is part of the town centre where the incident occurred.

In the incident on Monday night, two groups clashed over a misunderstanding at a cybercafe near the Expo area.

This incident led to a retaliation which spilt onto the streets as emotions ran high and many innocent bystanders and passers-by were injured.

Contract worker first to be discharged today

Malaysiakini met three of the injured bystanders and passers-by at Ward 14 of the Taiping General Hospital today.

One of them was 19-year-old building contract worker G Sathiasilen working in Simpang. He was the first to be discharged today.

His injuries included five stitches to his head, 10 stitches to his right hand and a parang attack on his left hand that nearly severed his little finger.

He said that he was talking on his mobile to his friend outside his house on Monday night and at about 11.30pm about 100 motorcyclists on about 50 motorcycles roared past him.

Thinking that they were 'mat rempits' involved in a road race, he did not pay much attention.

Suddenly one of them turned around his motorbike and came rushing at him. Jumping from the motorbike, the youth attacked him with a parang.

“The youth chopped at my head and my right arm, but I managed to kick him away. But he attacked again and aimed his parang at my neck and I blocked the blow with my left hand and in that attack, I nearly lost my little finger,” Sathiasilen said.

Luckily for Sathiasilen, a police patrol car appeared and the youth fled on foot leaving behind his motorcycle which was seized by the police later.

The police then summoned an ambulance and took him to the emergency ward of the Taiping General Hospital.

Parang attack at Restoran Sim Sim

Another victim, a 28-year-old building contract worker in Kamunting, M Raja, was having supper with his three friends at Restoran Sim Sim when about 70 bikers approached them and one of them struck the table with his parang.

“My three friends escaped very fast but I was a bit slow and he aimed the parang at my head, but I managed to ward off the blow with my right hand.

"Then I ran for my life and hid among some bushes until the youths left the area,” Raja said.

“Later I approached a police patrol car that was coming in my direction and they sent me to hospital for treatment, he said.

The third victim is a 40-year-old lorry driver, Jaya Kumar, who had gone to the market to make some purchases for his home at about 9pm that night, when he was attacked by about 20 bikers.

“I suffered injuries to my head and it took 15 stitches to close the parang wound and also I had to have another eight stitches to close the wound on my left leg,” he said.

He managed to escape to his house where his wife, Liew Sia Mei, 27, called for an ambulance at 9.10pm.

“The ambulance only came an hour later at 10.10pm while my husband was bleeding from his wounds,” said an angry Liew.

Also seen in the same ward was a 27-year-old jobless injured suspect who was handcuffed to his hospital bed with a police officer watching over him.

My "Village"

2009-06-10T19:50:00.007+08:00

Sim Sim Restaurant-Kamunting~~ Gang fight which included hundred over between two races.. There are many version of it.. Some said it happened because of some kids in CyberCafe teasing each other and end up with two big gangs with "parang" and another version is due to "Steal AREA".. The media has closed the news from spreading it out..

Sources from others:

From Perisik Rakyat;

Tragedi ini juga melibatkan nyawa seorang melayu, tiga india, 15 orang ditempatkan di Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU) Hospital Taiping.

Sumber menyatakan kawasan sekitar masjid Kamunting, K.E Corner menjadi "Black Area"(dalam perhatian pihak polis). Pihak polis dan Unit Simpanan PerseKUTUan (FRU) yang berkekuatan lebih kurang 80 anggota telah ditempatkan di kawasan berkenaan bagi mengawal keadaan agar tidak diulang oleh konco-konco yang tinggal...

From The Star;

TAIPING: Two groups of youths went at each other with parangs and sticks outside a cybercafe in Kamunting here.

Sixteen were injured and nine were admitted to the Taiping Hospital, two in critical condi-tion with slash wounds on the head and body.

The severely injured were a 16-year-old boy visiting his mother who lived near the cybercafe and a 32-year-old contract worker who was passing by.

In the 9pm incident on Mon-day, the youths had also attacked passers-by and patrons of the cybercafe.

About 100 police personnel, led by Taiping OCPD Asst Comm Raja Musa Raja Razak, are tracking down the youths.

Perak police chief Deputy Comm Datuk Zulkifli Abdullah said the fight started after two groups of youths teased and jeered at each other outside the cybercafe.

“One of them slapped someone from the other group, and the victim brought his friends in. Then, they went after innocent victims with sharp objects,” he said.

Reporter nD

My "Malay Version"

2009-06-10T03:06:00.006+08:00

Ya allah ya tuhan ku~ Pukul berapa dah ni? Tak tidur tidur lagi~~ Nak jadi burung hantu ker vampire yang tidur pada waktu siang? Nanti pukul 10 pagi ada kelas lagi, sekarang main lagi.. TEXAS!!! Fuhlemak~~ Semalam hanya 2k, hari ini terus "Pro 250K".. Bangga nye~~ HAhahaz.. Tapi, akhir-nye... Tinggal 9k shj.. CElaka betul~~

Bagus jugak, kalau tidak aku mesti main sampai ayam berkokok.. Jadi, sekarang takda reason bagi ku untuk tak mau tidur lagi.. Dah lah demam, selsema, batuk (Ops~~~ Sympthom bagi H1N1) Choy~~~ Hahahaz.. Harap-harap esok akan sembuh... DAh lah.. TAk nak tulis begitu banyak dah.. Mata dah penat tengok monitor ini hampir 9jam tak henti-henti..

Sebelum itu; biar kan pepatah ini end my post hari ini..

"Cinta ibarat kupu-kupu. Makin kau kejar, makin ia menghindar. Tapi, bila kau biarkan ia terbang, ia akan menghampirimu di saat kau tak menduga. Cinta mampu membahagiakanmu tapi sering pula ia menyakiti, tapi cinta itu hanya istimewa apabila kau berikan pada seseorang yang layak menerima."

Selamat malam~~

Malay Version nD

My "A-1-1-Seven"

2009-06-03T23:54:00.006+08:00

At first i planned to write a blog but there is nothing special happened on me today. So i decided not to write.. But when i watching a tvb drama, my ex-housemate (Lee Wei Soong) sent me a youtube's link for me to view the short clip.. When i clicked on it, i was shocked with their face (At first can only saw Wei Soong and Zian but after a while there are two monkeys coming out.. Chu Jiang and Gary) in the clip... Hahahaz.. At the first time i watched, it was no feeling except feel funny... But when i watched for second time, there was some sour feelings from my heart.. Maybe da lyrics too touched.. and their silly faces make me think back the crazy things that they done previously... I thought i will not have any memories leaving in this A-1-1-Seven, but then when i watching the short video, i recall back the days we used to stay in that hostel.. The day we went to play "hand-ball-keeper" at the swimming pool.. The day we used to play Dota together... The day we used to act like a monks and sing the buddhist song.. The day we used to take our dinner together at Man Chuan and "Ui Ui Tiam"... The memories straight strike into my mind.. But finally, the moment will be end soon for you guys.. I just can wish you guys to stay happy and CRAZY!!! HAhahaz..Good luck to you guys~~~

Ex-A-1-1-Seven member...nD

My "Love"

2009-06-02T21:52:00.005+08:00

I know now you are still writing to me in msn, but i really don't know how to reply to you. I don't know what kind of feeling i'm facing right now.. But the thing that i can make sure is i'm not pity you. Seriously, i felt that you're so different from the day we apart. Your thinking become more and more matured. And the things that i noticed was you are losing something which is very important in any human life.. I found that you lost your "Self-Confident", did you still remember the day when i was appointed as a Chairperson for the Orientation Committee? What i felt that night? I cried for over-stressed as i really don't have any confident to be a leader to lead an organisation. But luckily i have you who staying near to me and keep on advising me and assist me to a right way.. You're the one who helped me to build back my "Self-Confident" otherwise i will not be the Andy today who dare to talk with anyone..

I want you to know that, without the confidence, you will find that everything you do will also have a hard decision to make.. And i don't hope that you feel loneliness.. As i said, you're not lonely.. Don't think that we are not same class then so we will forget you in one day.. No, that's wrong.. I'll be your side to support you up.. When you feel lonely, i will strike up in front of you to accompany you.. And please don't said that you're deserving the pain!! No one deserve it.. Ya, although we can't change the fact and it already become as reality. As you already know we can't change it, so why not we face it happily right ? We can't change anything right now, but the only thing we can change is, the mood that we facing the problems. I really hope you can understand what i meant..

I really wish to see you with a happy smiling face everyday like the pig that i knew before. Don't use other to compare with yourself.. Remember the words that i used before? Although they are clever in studies but I have my own strenght which is more better than them... Hopefully this words will stick into your mind..

And honestly i still have the pain feeling when i read back your msn. At first i thought that i already put down on you and i will keep going start with my new life. Maybe i need more time to do so.. Time will really settle everything for me. Don't worry about me, as you can see i already changed to be a person who know how to start planning for my future. About love... I've no idea on it.. I just know that i still loving you and want to take care of you. But i think it will be end soon coz i really don't hope to make it more and more complicated.. It's uncontrollable.. I would like to apologize to you for anything that let you feel hard in situation.. Coz it's really hard to find someone that i love that much..

So, what we should do now is keep on study for our better future. As i said before, we may back together in future if destiny already set.. Hehez.. Takecare.. Love you~~

In Love nD

My "First Publicly Shown"

2009-06-01T23:47:00.006+08:00

Another long period from the latest post.. Nowadays quite busy with my new environment (need to start all over again to get closer back with those friends as there were almost few months never mix up with them). Besides, my previous company has registered my name into a Cancer Charity Event. I went there on 30th May and seriously i did not know what to do at there and even my roles been there for so long. I've heard some of my ex-colleagues informed me that we have to run a round of da field in order to get 10bucks from the donors. But it was totally no such things over there. We just sitting there and give some applauses, eat and drawing.. Lolx.. It was quite boring actually. Hidup Ini Singkat, Kenapa Biarkan Rokok Memendekkannya?

"Live Well"

And the following days i just stayed in Vin's house with Kong, Kc, Chee Phung, Bryan, Dodo, Alex, Eng Hooi and Chee Ho.

So, come back to my study.. Today is the first day starting of our tutorial classes.. The first tutor we met today was Shamala. To describe her, i've only one word -LANCI-.. Lolx. Her face, impression, and the way she talking, teaching and walking all coming together with the word that i mentioned just now.. But no matter what, i still need to respect her as i'm going to face her for 3 hours per week..

After attended the class, all of us went to TBR to have our lunch and at the same time we can go to registered for the guitar courses level 2. And missed an appointment with Kay Lim.. Hehez.. Paiseh ya..

Today seems like learn nothing because i seriously do not know what the lecturer is talking. He keeps on rushing us to copy his slide(Transperancy) and while we are copying, he was lecturing.. How am i going to listen what you said while i'm rushing to copy the slide? Please... We having 3 hours of lecture, there are still a lot of time for you to teach us and not the time we copy the slide. This is what i faced during my diploma level, i never expect it comes again in Adv. level. Hopefully he will change the style he lectures otherwise we(students) are seriously hard to follow him.

After end of da class, planned to have dinner with Her.. But then the bullshit weather comes again.. Hahaz.. Raining pulak.. Luckily she brought an umbrella for me.. Thank Ah B Sai~~ Hahaz.. Praying hard she can treats the problems she facing now as a new challenging in her life. Remember the words that chinese always use to said, "No pain No Gain". Be STRONG!!! We must work harder for our aim. (A.C.C.A). Once we get it, our life is just like successful in getting a licence in order for us to drive a car.. So, everything will be smooth soon.. Go on for our dream!!! Keep it up!!

My current wishlist : Pass the deffered paper and current papers.
My strategy : Keep doing own notes.
My position : Starting.

New style of studying nD

My "One Month BREAK"

2009-05-22T14:46:00.004+08:00

It's almost a month i never updated my dead blog.. I went back my hometown to enjoying my 3 weeks semester break, but extending a week for my earlier finished of my examinations. So, total up i have a month to play in Taiping. At first, i damn excited that i can go back visit my mum and to have a really relax-ing life style over there.. But after a while stayed in taiping, felt like a little bit boring as my life was repeating doing da same things everyday... Every 9p.m went to Skyspace(SS), and play till around 3a.m then went back lovely home continue watch my tvb drama till 8a.m, Sleep till 4-5p.m. Wake up, continue watch my drama till 9p.m then SS again. LOLXXX..

But within this month, there were seriously a lot of things happened to me..

The first things to talk about is, i tried a new stuff.. The feeling really damn nice, but took twice after that can't find back da same feeling, it might be a fake stuff. That's enough for me, just a try and not to get addicted on it.. No more for me.. Hehez..

(*Some text missing due to cancellation from nD*)

The latest things happened and letting me feel the most unwell... When i driving back to my home and ready for my parking.. I saw a little doggy sitting on da road in front of my car. So, i drove slowly near to it and i think it will run away after i been near. So, i continue to press a little acceleration but then i heard some "Krehkkkkk" Something like "bone hancur".. Then when i came down from da car i saw da little doggy struggling on da sand. At first i thought it was playing on da ground, but when its face stared to me, i saw its eye ball has been came out.. OMFG!!!!! Then i slowly i saw there were a pool of blood flooding on da sand.. I seriously down on da spot.. I killed a life.. My heart damn fucking sour after that.. And my mind keep on flashing da moment that doggy struggling.. I can't do anything except, praying for it. I'm sorry for killing a life. May your soul R.I.P.

Killer nD

My "Well Done"

2009-04-20T13:47:00.006+08:00

"Well Done"... Congraf*ckinglationz should be entitled to me.. I meant for today.. Lolx.. I just finished up my first exam paper.. Taxation.. Actually i used quite long time to keep on revising on this subject, but luckily it is not wasted after today.. There are 6 questions in total, and it is seperated into Section A and Section B where Section A has 3 compulsory questions while Section B choose 2 out of 3 questions. At first i'm worry about planning on my time to do the questions as i failed this paper because of bad time management. In my previous exam for this paper, i used up 1 and a half hour to complete my Question 1. So, i'm just able to finished around 53marks questions in total. So, that's meant i CONFIRM failed this paper because the passing rate is 50.. Unless I can score correctly for the 53 full.. Lolx..

So, today i has planned to use 45minutes to finish each of the question. What i was shocked is that i manage to complete first 2 question in a round 1 hour. That's still left a lot of time for me to prepare the remaining question. So, i continue on.. Finally, i completed the full set of questions and there is still have 45minutes left.. WOW!!! At first, i'm wondering and bring a bit of worrying.. Am I seriously finished all the questions?? How come still left so much time??

In order to give myself more secure, so i do check and check.. Even checked twice for the calculations and once for theory part. I'd make sure that all the questions was finishly completed. I think i'm manage to do it so fast is due to what i read is coming out in this paper. I was so happy as i completed do my questions with some checking work has done on it.. Hopefully can score high marks for this paper..

Coming up next.... Financial Management and Audit Assurance!!

This two papers are the most scary!! I need to put more effort on this two papers. So that i can smoothly proceed to year two..

Keep on!! Do the next paper as what you've done today!!!!

You can do it!!!

Wondering nD

My "Sux-Time-Table"

2009-04-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

WTF!! WTF!!! WTF!!! It's super duper WTF!!! My examination time-table has just released... 20th and 22nd!!! OMFG~~ It's really pissed me off man.. At first i already inform the officer and she promised will make a longer gap between the subjects.. This is consider LONG?? Really sux~~~ I was so stress after look up the time-table.. Previously, the time-table for our main papers were also in this SUX way.. The gap was so F*cking short.. How can we got enough time to prepare for the next subject, bro?? Sh*t...

The msg to nD : You need to work HARDER!! ya, HARDER~~~ Otherwise, you'll try HARD to pass those papers.. Good Luckz~!!!

Sux nD

My "Shocked"

2009-04-10T01:09:00.005+08:00

WHAT!!!!! Ah Sun R.I.P????? I was seriously get shocked when i read the star newspaper about her DEATH!!! Really SHOCKED.. At first i still can't believe with that.. As the stars written that her full name which is Judy Huang Yan Lin a.k.a Ah Sun.. I thought it was different Ah Sun they meant.. So, i search from Google, it still can't search out her real picture for Judy Huang Yan Lin.. Then i decided to search in YouTube.. The most suprisingly is that, there is a clip mtv of Ah Sun's song with the title of R.I.P.. Oh shit, it was the Ah Sun that i've admired before.. I went for her concert before.. Seriously she is having such a nice voice... Especially she sing the Ye Zi... Damn touched and nice...

She was diagnosed with end-stage breast cancer in October last year... Her battle with the illness ended after six months of chemotherapy. She is the one who supported her mother, was portrayed as a tough woman who never complained about hardships in life...

“Everyone was in shock when they heard about her death as she had been keeping her sickness to herself, without informing her friends and family"

Maybe she doesn't want anyone to worry about her..

By the way.. You're always has a nice memory in my mind(Concert)...

R.I.P...

Shocked nD

My "Going-2"

2009-04-07T08:41:00.006+08:00

Another day waking up earlier.. But i think due to this issue(suddenly changed of my sleeping time), my body feels like going to get heater.. Seems like going to get sick soon.. farK Tap~~ My exam is coming.. Cannot fall sick at this moment, otherwise every planning will be gone.. Should drink more and more "Ho-yan-Hor"... Hahaz.. My favourite drink during my body heat up..
Lolx.. Just a short post to write.. Need to go and take my lovely bath d.

Going-2 sick nD

My "Healthy LifeStyle"

2009-04-06T05:43:00.002+08:00

Wow~~ It's is 5.44a.m right now.. I just wake up.. What a healthy life style i'm having now.. Hehez.. Slept at around 9.00p.m then wake up in the early morning.. This is what i wish to have, i can keep this on if i never continue with all the movies i've downloaded. I must use this time to set up my normal lifetime until the exam is reach.

I need to continue my revision d, as i never touched up my notes yesterday(for whole day).. WTF.. Waste one day... I'm counting down.. 14days left.. With those f*cking subjects.. Should seriously arrange my time to study for that.. Otherwise, really gonna say bye bye.. Hahahaz..

Good luck to you, nD~~ Just add some oil in order to move more far away.

Normal nD

My "Papa n Mama"

2009-04-05T12:41:00.003+08:00

It's 12.42p.m right now, which is the time that i used to start taking my real nap since the day i resigned.. I tried my very best to control back my normal sleeping hour by forcing myself to sleep at 6.30a.m just now morning so that i can stand till tonight and follow back the normal hour for human being. Lolx. It's seem like going to rain soon, i damn lazy to start my revision today.

After i awake till now i did nothing except surfing net and reading other people's blogs, i'm lazy to go down to have my lunch. Haiz.. If i were in my hometown, nothing to worries about Breakfast, Lunch, Tea Time, Dinner, and even Supper for my whole day!!! My mum will ready everything on the dining table. Suddenly i damn miss my mum~~ Hopefully her eyes will get well soon~ Your "anak bongsu" praying for you~~ Hehez..

There are always three words which we dare to tell out in front of our lover but which we are not even dare to tell out in front of the one who are sincerely love us by all they can.. Why do we scare of telling it out which you know they are loving you too? Maybe it's because of 1 word "SHY".. Lolx.. By the way, i wanna use this opportunity to voice it out my feeling to my parents which I've been keeping for a damn long time.. The three words that i always want to tell my papa and mama was

"I LOVE YOU"..

But i just dare to tell it out here and not in front of you all.. I'm just sorry dad and mum.. I believe there will be a day which i will dare to speak it out in front of you all.. Hehez..

Lolx.. Seem like this blog is more on speech~~ Hahahaz.. But anyway, i feeling nice after writing it out.. Previously when i got such feeling then there will be someone by myside to listen about it. But now, the only way i can voice out is by blogging. It's still a good way anyway. I'm damn hungry right now! Shit~~ It's raining finally~~ How to go out and buy my lunch? Aduihz.. No more "Cintan Mee Goreng Pedas".. Need to purchase some "stocks" this coming outing.. I think most probably on this coming tuesday. OMFG~~ Seriously hungry.. Can't even continue of writing this blog.. That's all for today..

Hungry nD