My "Wounded Heart"

6am in the morning, Again I'm having a bad insomnia.. I have nothing better to do except viewing somebody's pictures in facebook. This is the moment once again my wound in my heart starting to feel pain. I don't really know why I will still having such stupid feeling, but it's really da same pain as before. I'm failed.. Totally failed to put down my past.. my history... Will this wound and pain remain for me in my life? I scare... I really scare... I seem strong in my appearance.. Active all da times and seem like enjoying with friends. But it's maybe another face of mine... Someone will think that I'm Happy Go Lucky person. ASking myself, Am I? I don't even know how to answer this.. Most of the times I been alone in my hostel, that's da moment all da stupidest thinking and memories keep flashing on my mind.. I just couldn't get rid off this.. Voicing out da feeling is better to keep it in my heart... :) ANDY!!! You can do it!!!! SMILE~~~~~ CHEeeeeSSseee~~~ Lolx... (Crazy will always be my appearance... But internally..No one will ever know....)


Wounded nD