My "Darn Bad Mood"

Normally people will wrote a blog to express out their happy/upset moment which happened to their daily life. Today I'm gonna write this because I'm feeling so depress on everything that happened to me.. It is seriously hard to keep this kind of feeling and I still have to make a "smiling" face and this has to be stacked on my face..

I couldn't find someone which I can be trusted to listen on what I feel right now.. The feeling makes me feel so bad and I felt that I'm been left out from the "society". Even there is a nice weather today, but without a good mood, there is no differences with "hot weather" as my mind keep on running this bloody sh*t momentS!!!!