It's 4:34a.m right now, my brain was
nonfunctional and my body was extremely tired as my sick is still da same and sore throat is even worsen. Sometime I really scare to be lonely especially when I am sick. I scare that no one will ever know if I'm fainted down. This kind of scary just same like during I was in Diploma level. I do remembered it was the time I doing my
"resit paper" and she was not by my side. I was having a serious sick and by the time I still had to continue revised for deferred paper, I could only rest for few hours a day.
My brain was da same, it can't be functioned and the feeling of faintness keep on exercising in my mind. The dizzyness, such a scary feeling.. I wonder how good if someone is by my side right now and he/she will keep on
"updating" my
"status" so that
(touch wood) if I am fainted, there are still someone around to takecare of me. I do enjoy da life to be singled, but I even scared to be aloned.
When no one ever care of my
"die/alive"... It is really scary.....
Scary nD
When no one ever care of my "die/alive"... It is really scary.....
1 comments:
its really scary...its like living without ppl caring what are we doing..thats y i like to sms to whoever when im alone...just to make sure..someone knows im still "here"
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