My "Convocation 2010"

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My "Recent Life"

Again, I should said... "It's been AGES that I haven't update my blog" maybe this was due to I've moved to my new place that my life changed dramatically.. As before, I was a "Internet Surfing Addicted" suddenly changed to a life without Internet Service.. It had been dragging about 2 months. The only internet provider is from my office. I will go to office as earlier as possible so that I can online over there and sometimes I did spent about an hour to online after knock off..

I seriously can't live my life without Internet because I'm staying in da area that most of my close friends were not staying at. So, the only way to keep me contact and communicate with others is "Internet" --> Facebook especially. Lolx...

Currently I have applied for a Maxis broadband which I do not support at da beginning because of the limited access and I would rather go for Streamyx which I could pay less(if sharing) and the best things are Unlimited Accesss. But unfortunately, my condo left no more port for me to apply phone line.It's still okay at least I can live the way I used to live (just can't download). After been explaining so many "excuses" why I never update my blog, so now I'm to write something about my life recently as I'm started to turn my life from Study --> Working Environment.

First of all, I'm still satisfied with my current job and the environment as most of my colleagues are quite helpful (It's good for me because I'm a Fresh graduate which has little knowledge on been into a working world). Although sometimes I do feel upset for certain issues in this firm, but I will not make this to become my reason to stay upset over here.

Besides of this Full-time job, I am currently working as a Part-time ambassador during weekend. These meant I'll never have any break From Monday-->Sunday!!! I have to work really hard to build my very basic finance. Maybe it's truth for someone who gave me advise not to work so hard as I'm still young. I guess this is because my "AIM" was too high.. Moreover I never think that in this age is consider as "Young" if wanted to build a successful career in future. I was late.. I am one-step behind than what I was expected.. This is why I need to work hard for what I've forgone (Opportunity Cost)...

In this few weeks, I've spent most of my free time to read books.. Books that can guide me or even plant some useful information into my mind. I hope it's not too late for me to notice that --> "The more you read, the more knowledgeable you are"... This is truth!!! I've read few books now and currently I'm able to pluck the information that I think it's important for me.

And I've found a good motivational but a little bit silly's quotation for myself.. It goes in this way --> I'm Willing to do what the average person is not willing to do, that's why I'm continuing to look for work after I have found a job... Hahahaz..

Hopefully I will continue to update my blog as frequent as posibble...



The way to success's nD

My "Heart Broken"

There is a big gap between the previous post with this post.. Suddenly my heart very pain.. Very suffer... I don't know why suddenly have such feelings.. I couldn't tell out to anyone.. It's really pain and really sour.. I wonder why!!! Why I'll have such feeling?? Izzit maybe I've lost my my memorable pictures and important personal files contained in my external hardisk which were certified "died" on 22nd June 2010..

When the time my lappy couldn't detect the hardisk, at first I was thought it's maybe my lappy having some problems with it.. So, continuing I formatted once and Recovery twice in spending my whole day... I was so tired and at the same time scare of losing all my datas inside.. But after a whole day trying, I still failed to detect.. So, i decided to send it to Lowyat, from where I bought it FEW MONTHS ago.. The moment they trying to detect it from different computers (my heart was beating darn fast as I hope for Miracles)... After tried to 3 computers, it still couldn't detected!!!

Haiz.. They told me, it was crashed and they couldn't do anything to recovery all my datas.. They will just send to Warranty Company and they will just exchange a new one.. My mood totally down.. My tears almost flooded on my eyes.. It's really a sad case to know that all my datas couldn't be recovered..

After a couple minutes, one technician came out and told me that I can find a specialist to help me do recovery and he reminds me that, it is very expensive.. Then I went to the shop that he mentioned to me.. I was quoting price over there.. Guess what? How much? The unexpected COST!!!!! He told me, should be around "RM1,000"!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! One Thousand!!!! Satu Ribu!!!!! Where I find so much money to pay for it???? Where? Where????? The only way for me is just to "GIVE UP" and sent it to Warranty Company and get a new ones... It's really such a bad luck for me.. I lost my secondary's school pictures, Genting Highland's working pictures, and the pictures together with "her"... I lost everything!!! All those poems~~All those videos~~~ All those documents... Gone Gone Gone!!!!! Haiz...

Maybe this is why making my heart feeling not well, and added my two classmates keep on reminds me of something which I wanted to forget... Sometimes, I really dono what should I do!!! I've seem to be lost of my directions.. I just couldn't stick to my original perceptions.. This is what I must change~~


Un-spoke-able feelings... Heart broken..
nD

My "Wounded Heart"

6am in the morning, Again I'm having a bad insomnia.. I have nothing better to do except viewing somebody's pictures in facebook. This is the moment once again my wound in my heart starting to feel pain. I don't really know why I will still having such stupid feeling, but it's really da same pain as before. I'm failed.. Totally failed to put down my past.. my history... Will this wound and pain remain for me in my life? I scare... I really scare... I seem strong in my appearance.. Active all da times and seem like enjoying with friends. But it's maybe another face of mine... Someone will think that I'm Happy Go Lucky person. ASking myself, Am I? I don't even know how to answer this.. Most of the times I been alone in my hostel, that's da moment all da stupidest thinking and memories keep flashing on my mind.. I just couldn't get rid off this.. Voicing out da feeling is better to keep it in my heart... :) ANDY!!! You can do it!!!! SMILE~~~~~ CHEeeeeSSseee~~~ Lolx... (Crazy will always be my appearance... But internally..No one will ever know....)


Wounded nD

My "Insomnia"

I'm in da half-asleep mode... All I ever wanted now is to have a nice sleep... But why? Where did my Mr.Rain God gone? Supposedly now should be raining instead of having a SERIOUS HOT WEATHER like now!!!! I was lying on my bed about 2a.m and now the clock strike 3.39am.. I was wasting my time lying on my bed without falling into sleep... My mind totally nonfunctional due to lack of sleep and also the f*rking hot weather.. OMG~~ Tomorrow will be my first day of exam, luckily it is Moral and Etika which I do not worry about and I guess this beginning of exams will becoming my historical starting of exams if compared to 4 previous consecutive years in my college life. Though I do not worry and put any effort on this paper, but I do hope to get the first GRADE "A" in this paper for my general degree. After this paper past, there are 2 killing papers waiting for me to attempt.. I admit that I do not prepare well for this time exam, but once again I really hope to pass the papers and don't bring any outstanding forward.. After writing a short blog, my sleepy has been increased to da max level.. I guess this is the time for me to stop here and continue my "Sleeping Time"... God Bless me for tomorrow's exam...


Insomnia nD

My "Craziest Gambling"

Every Chinese people ARE the SAME!!!! At first I still thought that I'm different with those other Chinese people which they like to gamble during Chinese New Year.. I was quit for this "dangerous game" for quite a number of years even a decade.. I still remembered the moment I started my very first betting.. It was just a few cents and I started to win for few Ringgits.. Few Ringgits in da past were so valuable and I felt so excited when just sitting there can earn a lot of money.. Lolx.. After a following conservative days keep on playing and finally lost back everything.. The feeling was seriously down though I didn't lose my own money, this is why I slowly hate betting..

Apart from that, the moment when someone is losing money among friends will sometime cause to lose a friend.. I believed this because I saw quite number of people when they were losing, they started to have a symptoms of "hot tempered" and "uncontrollable act".. As da saying goes "MONEY is DEVIL".. This is another reason why I slowly hate betting..

The final reason that I slowly hate betting is because of I heard someone told me before.. Betting is the "MOST DANGEROUS ACT"~~~~
He asked me, can you spend RM10,000 on "Drinking" for 1 night?--NO--
RM10,000 on "Prostitution" for 1 night?--NO--
RM10,000 on "Drugs" for 1 night?--NO--
RM100,000 on "GAMBLE" for 1 MINUTE? --YES--
This is how dangerous gamble can be..

Here we go, to da yesterday another "HIS(my)TORY" in my life.. I will never forget this even I'm having "Alzheimer Disease"... Hahahaz.. I seriously don't like to bet actually.. But no one is believing me... Maybe because of my attitudes... Lolx.. Only my close friends knew that(hometown).. Without any consciousness, I was da one who started da bet for yesterday.. Still okay playing with my classmates, few cents.. The "climax" came when we changed another style of betting.. They named this game--"In BETWEEN"..

How to play : Every players have to put up a minimum bet in the middle and each player is given a base card which is opened.. Another card will be given and this is the moment where player can call to "hit" or "pass".. This game "umpama" Soccer's free kick.. For example; the base card is "3" and another card is "J".. So, "in between" of this.. there are "4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10".. You can choose to hit the "money" in da middle.. So, another card will be given.. If this card is in between "3" and "J", then you can take da money.. BUT when you hit "3" or "J"--"hit Tiang", then you gonna pay for "double" the amount you hit. When the card is "miss hit" for example "1,2,Q or K", just need to pay the call amount.

At first we were playing 10cents per round, slowly the "money in the middle" has been raised to RM2+ and I had a "golden" chance with "2" and "Q", the possibility to "goal" is high.. So, I hit all da "money".. Bad luck starting with this bet.. I "hit TIANG".. The another card is "2".. OMFG!!! I paid for RM5.40.. Slowly, another classmate(Mooi Yan) "hit Tiang" again.. She paid another RM10.. The climax was starting and it was non-stop.. The middle money has been raised till RM50+.. I got another golden chance "Q" and "2".. The pantang "2" came out again.. I have to pay RM100(RM50 x 2).. My mind starting "blank".. Another round of my turn.. The Super Duper "ULTIMATE chance" for me.. I got "A" and "K".. 92% of winning.. I hit another RM50.. THE "F" card came out.. "A"!!!!!!! I got "A"!!!! Another RM100 has to pay.. OMG!!!.. Total up I was losing almost up to RM300.. But luckily I was playing with my friends and they also want me to get back da money actually.. Slowly I bet for RM100 and RM50.. Then I have lower down my "loses".... But at the end, I'm still losing.. This was the first time I ever bet for so "HIGH"..

The BEST EXPERIENCE ever!!!!! Hahahaha

Gambling nD

My "Holiday-CNY"

Enjoy~~ Enjoy~~~ Enjoy~~~ The only word that I can use to describe for this few days.. It were really a big differences between staying in outstation compare with SWEETEST HOMETOWN(Taiping).... Hehehez.. Again, I do not worry what to eat--The biggest different.. Wahahahaha..

Apart from that, all my buddies had reached.. Can only gather once a year.. A lot of topics(non-stop) to be blew.. Feel so relax... I'm so excited for getting Ang Pows in everyones' open house.. Untung Besar~~~ Wahahaha...

6.40a.m (30th-- A day before CNY)... Wishing you guys have a nice nice CNY...

May everyone has da best of luck for da whole year..

The Year of Tiger!!!